Chapter 2: Insight

Mikael wasn’t much of a fortunate

person in her early life. She lost her parents in a pretty sad way.

Her father was an ordinary farmer.

She loved her a lot. Her father married an omega girl from a rich family. It

was normal for an Alpha woman to marry another Omega woman.

But that woman didn’t like such a

simple life like her father. She always complained about her low life style,

low income and everything. But Mikael was always on her father’s side, which

basically made it even worse. She saw them fight many times. But that day was

the last day she saw them fight.

It was a beautiful moonlit night,

also her birthday. Mikael was very excited to go out. She was only 5 then. Her

mother and father, however, forgot such an important day.

When she went to them to tell

them, she saw her mother was packing her luggage. “Mommy? Are we going on a

trip?” She looked at her but that woman had a fierce face and instantly Mikael

went quite. She looked at her father and saw her lying on the floor, “Daddy?

Daddy? What’s going on? Is Mommy going on a trip? Daddy?” She wasn’t giving any

response. Mikael got scared, “Mommy?” her eyes got filled with tears.

 That fierce woman came to her but said with a

gentle voice, “Mikael, sweetie, mommy found a better place for us. Let’s go.”

But Mikael refused to go. She said, “You’re leaving daddy? You don’t love us any more.

I’m not leaving my daddy.”

She heard laughter. Crazy

laughter. She saw her mother got insane. She looked at her crazy face, “I won’t

let you go, mommy. Daddy’s hurt. We need to take him to see a doctor.” She

started laughing even more. “That bitch took everything from me. I couldn’t be

happy just for the two of you. I should have killed you when you were born.”

This time Mikael got really scared.

She didn’t know what to do. She went to her dad and started shaking her. But there

was no movement at all. She heard her mother say, “I gave birth to you. You are

a part of me. But you love that woman more than me. I made a terrible mistake.”

Suddenly she heard a sound of gunfire and everything was silent.

A moment of silence passed. The silence was so loud that she couldn't here anything.

She turned back and saw her

mother was holding a gun and smoke was coming out from the tip of its tube. But that gun wasn't pointed at her, it was pointed at her mother's head. She saw her bloody body gradually fall on the bed.

Her lips were shaking... she could

hear whispers, “I’m sorry, Mikael. I’m sorry.” With that she became still. She

killed herself, right in front of her young eyes.

On one side of the room lied her

daddy and on the other lied her mommy. Both were still as rocks and cold as

ice. She could see the red blood coming out of their bodies, staining the whole

floor.

This type of experience is never good for a 5 year old, now is it?

The next day their bodies were

buried and many relatives came. Everyone paid their condolence but no one could

hear the yearning of that little girl. She lost her parents on her happiest day

of the year. Not a single being came to her and made her felt that it was ok.

No one understood her, they didn’t even try.

To her the world was nothing more

than a dark shadow. In her memory, full moon isn’t white; it’s as red as blood.

She changed herself. As she grew up her memories of them faded gradually. None

of her relatives came to take her in. She didn’t beg them either. She grew up

on her own. But there was a Beta woman that was eager to stay with her. Yes, I

am talking about Linda. Linda didn’t have anyone in her family. So she was

accepted as the house keeper of the Sins resident.

Mikael sometimes thinks to

herself, her last name is Sins. Is she really made out of sins? It doesn’t hurt

her. She doesn’t even use it anymore.

She was always a lazy brat.

Sleeping away the day and roaming around at night. Riding horses, swimming,

climbing trees and other stuff, these were her favorite past times. At night she sits on the window case beside her bed. The moon lights up her skin.

Leaving her long hair in a

ponytail and her bangs in front, she rides her horse at a great speed. Her hair

flies in the wind and even Betas like to stare at her.

She’s 17. Only one year left of

her adolescence. When she reaches 18 she’s become an adult and finally will be

ready to mate. But she doesn’t want to marry. She never got good taste of

family so normally she wouldn’t want that.  Linda forces her to learn about omegas but

she’s always an air head. So everything always goes to waste.

She learned how to fight on her

own. When her partners fought with each other, she imagined how she would stop

them or knock them out. She never got in combat but she has her own secrete

skills. But overall, she’s as lazy as a sloth.

But not a single person in her

life knows her deeply. All they see is the outer skin. No one can measure the

diagram of her deep olive eyes. Or the brightness of her red eyes when her pheromones work.

No one can understand the magic she keeps under

her bangs.

Always alone and doing her things her way.

She never talks too much or stays

with much people. Who knows what she’ll do with her life.

Even now, this very moment, when Linda

asked her to train but she’s sitting on a branch of a tree and enjoying the

evening in her farm house. The sun got under the horizon and distant space

crafts are seen. Dim lights glowing far away, those are ships from Pol4.

She sits up and lifts her hair, “So they’ve already set

off.” She smirks and comes down. "I better tell Zain to leave quick," she thinks to herself.

As she walks home and her hair floats

in air and vanishes in thin darkness.

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