My Drug

She's like a my personal drug,

An addiction filled mug,

One I can't leave without,

Sipping on it without doubt

And once I start I just can't stop, I loose track,

Looking at her is perfectly compatible to it, she's my addiction my drug.

She's like a drug to me, I can't resist looking at her,

She talks to my friends and I sit there examining her,

Trying to to find a flaw in her,

I always draw a blank.

From her more than kissable lips To her more than sweet smile,

I love everything,

And that's when I haven't talked about her magnetic soft alluring voice.

And the way she walks, it's like she's knows someone's watching her, the elasticity in each and every step she takes

She doesn't know when she walks my hearts breaks.

A little bit of conversation never hurt anyone,

She is even more interesting than anyone I know,

I talked to her, not quite, I got involved in a conversation which she was in, quite a win for me.

I said something she liked and she smiled at me,

She knows how nervous she makes me,

My brain goes in a tsunami,

And I imagine a trip with her to Miami,

She likes movies, and music,

Which is sick,

I also like movies and music,

We had a special kind of chemistry.

Maybe now she knows she's my favorite show of all time,

That I like watching her and not saying anything,

This explains why she's changed how she looks at me or that she rarely does,

Everyone knows I like her,

I didn't think it showed that much,

Crazy I've never talked to her, alone,

She always ignores my presence when she's talking to my friends, I don't know if I'm invisible or just unattractive.

Or maybe she's as shy as I am.

I can't stand it anymore,

It's like the whole world knows how we feel about each other but we are too stubborn to tell each other,

Everyone tells me she likes me but I can't say,

Her friends, mine, random people,

Except that she doesn't show it at all,

Maybe she's as nervous as I am,

I think it's about time I shoot my shot,

Don't know if it will go through but it's a chance I'm willing to take.

My brain a mess,

It's because of her, no guess,

I can't handle all this stress,

I'm panting as if I've ran a race,

My heart uneasy and restless,

The race part, it's partially true, I'm on a love race,

And she's the prize.

My hand shakes with every word I write,

It's easier to write it than saying it out louder,

That's how shy I am,

With a few 'I loved you the first day I saw you ' and ' I will love you forever' I feel satisfied.

Only handing it to her would be the biggest challenge yet,

Unless I don't.

I make sure I leave class before she does,

The note, well it's reaching her alright,

But not through me, my deskmate,

He did what had to be done.

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