SOMETHING CAN ONLY BE FELT
NEVER SEEN BY EYES
After our waiting ended, never thought we would face betrayal. May be it wasn't even betrayal cause it just showed like I used him for a momentary period and he did the same
Before it was late he did what he wanted and showed me that relationship is nothing but a game.
There is nothing to cry either right. There is always a winner and loser in a game. And it's not the last game, there will be more games to play. So just take the lessons and move on that's the best you can do.
But then also I wanted the answers were there no rules for this game?
Did I really loss?
Am I the only loser?
Where did it really went wrong?
I tried my best, then did I just take the wrong game?
Or the right game but wrong method?
Or I wasn't really much competable for my partner?
The question may any one of these, few of these, all of these or may be none of these.
Although questions are different but the lesson is same:-
Even if there are 99% chances of being never even think that you will win in a game of no rules.
When I admired him and he admired me back it was quite weird though. Because we knew nothing about each other, I wasn't that good looking, we had no means being together in future. So liking me was really odd unless he was someone crazy like me or he wanted to fool me from before. So even if someone really likes you and you are sure of that then also if you don't want to get hurt, before time comes just take a good decision, cause human feelings are really complex. He may love you one moment and hate you the other, or the opposite may happen. So next time playing a game keep this in mind.
RULES
There are many
I admired,
There are many
Gave me happiness
Still
There are exceptions.
First,
My first crush_
Never thought
He wasn't flirtatious,
Only
Had the features.
Lasted five years,
Can be told
One sided love.
Second,
Both sided crush_
Everything happened
Still,
Nothing happened
Were strangers,
Are and
Will be strangers.
Good news
There's no question of
Regret,
They are the only
Rules.
Even after I decided to end the relationship but I don't know what the God intended he succeed in wooing up to me even before one day passed.
May be it couldn't have been possible but I forgave him because he did somethings which he never did before. And in my imagination I thought of the same things once, where we were both spending time with each other but unfortunately because of what happened I couldn't do those.
*I tried to listen to what my heart wanted. Since he sincerely wanted to apologize so my heart has no reason for being angry and letting go of good opportunities.
But still I don't even what the next days will be like, will he really be by my side or betray me again. I want to believe him but world isn't that kind right*.
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