Dear Diary
My Mom passed away. Now, I'm alone. But my Twin called me, He said he'll visit me here. I don't care if it's takes a lot of time, I will wait for him.
One week has passed away, i buried my own brother. The investigation is suck, they didn't find out anything new. Even me, I can't find something. All the detectives knew is Terrance body found in front of Campus. There's really a possibility that that bitch who did this to my Brother is studying in that Campus.
And i remember, when we're having a video call that night, someone calls in his phone. Damn it Terrance! Who called you? Is that the one who killed you? Terrance, Please show yourself in front of that bitch, and scared the hell out of them, i don't know but i'm sure he'll surrender himself if they see you alive... Alive? Fuckshit! What a brilliant idea.
Won't gonna happen anything if i just lay here everyday in sofa. I stand up. I'm here, I'm home. Right when i start living here in Terrance house, i didn't try to get up there in second floor where Mom and Terrance room is. I took the duplicate key under the doormat by the way. He always left that in there.
Now that i have a plan, i need to go in Terrance room. Sorry Bro. I grab my mallet and head upstairs. When i go inside, i can't stop to smile, cause everything i see in his room is like-- i don't know. I'm just crazy. We're totally different. I scratch my head and sit in his bed, i let my body lay in the bed.
"Terrance, I'm home." I close my eyes and took a deep breath. "Terrance, Don't be angry. But i have to be you, I need your identity, personality, and anything. I will go to your Campus and act like you. Remember when we're having a video call last year? You trying to stop your tears from crying, i know something happens in your Campus. I know there's a lot of people's Bullying you, It's time to faced them. They will pay for what they did to you." I know they don't have nothing to do with your case case but **** it, it hurts a lot when you leave, so I'll make them feel the same way i do.
I put my hand under the pillows, and took his diary. I know where he put his things, I'm his Twin. Our mind is almost the same. While I'm laying, i start reading his diary.
Dear Diary
First day in Campus. It's so embarrassing, cause when i introduce myself my voice is shaking. So they laughed at me, specially the guy in the back named Hunter. He didn't stop laughing so hard, so i didn't finished introducing. Then he start calling me "Vibrate", can't you believe it? First day of school i already have a nick name.
I automatically get up after i read the first page. What a Bitch, Who is this Hunter. Wait, what time is it? 6:30. 8 am is Terrance first subject. I have a time. Get ready for me Hunter, I'll go in Campus and expect that I'll do what you did to my Brother.
"Hello Rin, Can you call the Dean of the Campus where Terrance studying, told him that Terrance will go to Campus now, he got recovered in the accident. But he the operation and drugs he's using got an unexpected effect.. um, Yah. Tell the Dean that Terrance has a Slight Amnesia"
"Yes Sir."
Terrance, I'll just gonna borrow your room. Okay? And, Your shower also. I need to take a bath, i smells like beer.
After i took a bath, i searched some clothes in Terrance wardrobe. "Seriously Terrance? I said before that you gotta upgrade your style. You had a bad taste" I said laughing
I open my mallet and took my black wreak jeans and wear it. I search some T-shirt, i took the black one with a named reputation in upper chest, it written in Old English Letter. I wear this when i attend the Reputation Stadium Tour. And i also wear a dark blue jacket with hoods and boots.
"Shit, I forgot something" I rush into bathroom and look at myself in the mirror. "Come on, I love these beard and mustache, i just style this last month. Ugh, Whatever" I saw a shaver, and even it's hard to me i eliminate all those, those, hair in my face. "Terrance, I'm seeing you right now, in the mirror"
"Class, Quiet. We have a blockmates that will come back. Be kind to him, cause he's kind to all of you back then" I'm outside the classroom while the Professor's saying that i will come back. She said take my hood on so that they won't know who am i and it will be surprised. I like that idea, it's like Ready for it? Taylor Swift? Nope? Anyone?"Come in" I walk in the classroom and stops besides the Prof. I heard everyone whispering about, yah they can't see my face cause my hood is pass my eyes. I can't bearly see, I changed my mind i hate this idea. "You can take it off so people here won't eat by their curiosity" The Prof. said
I slowly took off my hood. Like i expect, everyone is shocked, maybe cause Terrance is dark skinned and I'm not, and he's thin and i hate it i said many times that he should work out in Gym like me but he won't listen. I want to laugh out loud because of their expressions. Okay, Where the hell is Hunter? I want to hunt him.
"Introduce yourself"
"Oh god don't! Prof he can't speak cause his voice is vibrating!" The guy in the back shout, then all of them laugh. I mean not all, cause i saw a two or three who didn't laugh. So it's almost all.
"Hunter, Shut up. Terrance, Do you want to introduce yourself?" So, You are Hunter. Nice to meet you.
"I'm Terrance Levine, 20 Years Old. I'm Taurus. 28 Is my lucky number. I was born in airplane. I live in *Tooot Tooot* my Mom died a year ago and i left-- i mean my dad is in America"
"Your voice has changed, is that the effect of you taking your drugs?" Oh really?
"Dunno, Why don't yah try to ask the doctor? So that if that drug is the reason why my voice changed, I'll help you find someone who can stab you and shot you and then you can take that drugs too"
"Wooooooohhhhhh" That's the sound i heard to everyone while looking at Hunter. **** Hunter, I really want you to fight me in the boxing ring. Thinking what you did to Terrance make me wants to punch you to death.
"Silent. Terrance, Sit down." Shit! Okay, I've read this in his Diary in Second Row in left to the right in third sit ****! What direction is that! I didn't know where he sits! I saw a empty chair in the middle, i sit there "We started to create a new Thesis for this Sem, but you Terrance didn't have any topic. Any ideas?" Prof asked me. Oh damn thesis.
"Vibrate, Why don't What will happen if someone stab you and shoot you at the same time? Just Suggest" Hunter said then laugh silently
"Hunter, it's not funny anymore. Talk again then I'll have you in Dean's office" Prof said. Bullshit! You bitch, You don't know what my brother have been trough.
"Prof, about Bullying"
"Okay Terrance, What do you know about Bullying? Give me some background information" She asked
"Sus, That? He'll talk? That's a miracle" I heard Hunter whispers. I stand up and look at him.
"Most of us already know what's bullying. Example, Umm, That one who did Hunter to me recently. Throwing a words like knife, That's bullying cause, see? It didn't hurt me physically but did you see if i hurt emotionally? Nope. Ohw I remembered.." I looked at him eye to eye, seems like he's pissed "... first day of school, i was so nervous to introduce myself in front, i spoke shaky then you call me Vibrate. ****-Fact! That's a fact that will consider you as a Bully. You didn't think what i felt, what if i try to kill myself, or you for what you did. But i understand it now, Maybe somebody just made you like that. Anyways, Bullying is...." Then i explain about Bullying
The whole class is so quiet, they're just listening at me. Specially when i take Hunter as an example, what? Is it true right? They know it. Now that Hunter don't have anything to say, serves him right. What do you feel? I want to fucking know cause my Brother felt that way too.
Dear Diary
I was alone every lunch. There's this group of guy will come to me unexpectedly and throw me a food in my head. They just wasted a food. But i didn't mind it
I always sit in the corner of canteen, in the back. So no one can disturb me. Just the cat.
Shit! What did he mean by he didn't mind it? He got thrown a food in his fucking head, what the hell. What kind of spirit do you have Terrance? You didn't get any Demon spirit i have? And what did you mean by Cat?
I closed his diary and walk inside the canteen. I looked at the menu "Excuse me, Can i order one Luncheon with rice? And water." I said and give him my pay. I felt my cellphone vibrating so i took it in my pocket. "Hello.."
"Sir, Our private investigator found something. He got a CCTv tape close to where the crime happened. He said after your twi-- i mean Terrance Levine got shoot. The two man with a mask run inside the Campus. You're right, is it real possible that those two who killed Terrance Levine is in the Campus"
"Tell him that get the CC--" I stopped talking and quickly look at my back. Someone's staring at me? "Get the CCTv of this Campus as soon as possible, and check it quickly"
"Sorry Sir, But the Campus didn't have any CCTv inside."
"What? ****. Tell him to do something. Bye." I returned my phone in my pocket and look again in outside part of the canteen. Did someone just staring at me?
"Luncheon with Rice" I took the tray and get some ketchup.
I look at the tables, too crowded. And feels like they're looking at me everytime i walk pass by them. And whisper something. Did i did something bad? If i didn't have this tray right now, I'll talk to them and ask what is their problem with me. Get lost, all of you. I sit in the back where no one else is sitting.
"God, Terrance. Don't you have any friends?" I started eating, then in the middle of my previous lunch there's this fat white cat jumped in my table. "Shu, Get down" I won't allow you to took my lunch. I tried to get it down but it didn't listen. I grab it and put it down, but it jumped again. "What the ****, Get lost!" You won't listen huh. I pushed it a little but it's hard enough to make it fall. It got hurt so it run away "Sorry, It's your fault"
"Everyone, Look!" I looked at my back when i heard someone shout. Three guys in my back, and the tallest one have a tray of food with him. "I think it's time to showed him with food" He suddenly put the tray above my head. It's fucking you. When i saw the tray is going to fall in my head, i quickly grab it and placed it in his face.
"Whoeeeeeee! Dude you okay?" Spaghetti, in his face. That's what you get. That's not enough for what you did to Terrance, everyday.
"What the heck! How dare you to do that" He grab my collar then pull it near him. "What did you eat, huh? Alien." Alien?
"I have something to say to you, so listen carefully..." I said and took at deep breath. Then i look at him in his eye. I hold his hand and squeeze his finger. He let go of my collar in pain "I don't know what i did to you to make you do that to me, but i just thought is that really am i special to you to buy a food and wasted it like that?" I saw his face is full of pain. He's two buddy is about to help him but i looked at them badly. Just get in one look. "Well thanks for that, here's my payment" I twist his hand in his back, until i head a sound that will make him shout. Your bone is not hard enough bitch.
"AGHHH!!" He sit painfully in the floor. I let go of him and get my bag.
"I did that so you can't handle any tray from now on" I was about to go but i saw people watching us "I forgot, If you'll run out crying to Dean? First, erase every videos of everyone here. It's an evidence that will said that you're the one who started it, and i finished it" I said and walk away "Happy Lunch"
To be Continued
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Aidan
Revenge! Revenges! Btw, What is wrong with Hunter? Why did he have to be so Mean...
2020-03-23
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