EPISODE ONE

Cindy POV

I was cleaning after I ate when my husband came. I was happy to go to the front door to greet him but when I saw him he was with another woman.

'What's new?' They entered the house and walked through the door as if they had not seen me. My eye followed the two smiling people up to the second floor. They entered the guest room. It seem I know what they are going to do. I close my eyes tightly as it enters my mind. I want hurt someone but I can't. There is something pressing inside me. I want to shout and say it's too much pain.

I have been married to my bestfriend's boyfriend for two years. Actually they should be the ones to get married because they are the one whose been inlove but I interfered. Our family interfered to keep the two apart so until now Arnold Chase Smith has not fully accepted me. He is my husband. I love him since we were kids.

Actually Amanda and Arnold have been engage since we were child.The truth is that I was very happy when Amanda's company went bankrupt and we decided to just get married. I had so much fun then. But what I didn't know right away ..

I have broke two. Two people who have been loving for over a decade. They love each other so much.

I thought when we got married he would be mine but I was wrong. I was wrong. He always brings a woman here. He was always flirting in front of me. I thought I would be happy because they were separated but I was wrong. I made the wrong decision.

I Stop thinking about the past and Continue cleaning the kitchen. I'm a fresh graduate from the elites school, but I don't have a job. Our family also said that Arnold was able to give me a comfortable life so it was okay even when I was at home. Since we got married, I have done nothing but serve him even though he ignores me.

'Mrs. Cinderella Faith Jones-Smith, a beautiful, intelligent and perfect woman and a martyred wife to a man who did nothing but hurt her. ' what will I do to my intelligent when even the love of my husband, I can't get.

I was about to climb to the top when I heard the woman's soft growl. It was as if my heart was being stabbed over and over again. How long can I handle this? How long will I be fooled? I sat down in front of the door. I could hear them inside.

‘Why Arnold? I'm here too. I can give what you want . Why do you have to pick someone and leave me alone ?! I'm your wife!' I just silently cried until the hellish sound in the room stopped. I slowly stood up and turned the doorknob of our room but the door suddenly open behind me.

I slowly looked behind me and the pain I felt doubled from what I heard and saw when my husband was carrying another woman. My husband was wearing only a boxer shorts and there were still kiss mark left on his neck and other parts of his body. I wanted to criticize it but it was as if I swallowed my own tongue and chose to just bow with a prominent smile to the young man who was obviously satisfied with the ritual performed with the other women in the room.

I feel like I'm being stabbed, but I wish I was being stabbed instead of seeing their flirtation. I hope he just stabbed me like this. It's like my heart is dividing every day that Arnold does this. Arnold pushed me violently and entered our room. I just looked at him and didn't say a word. I followed him inside and sadly looked at him.

''You know what? She's good in bed! She utterly SL*T! Like you! '' He said sharply. I did not answer. that's what he thinks of me. He judged me. I know why he's like that, it's my fault too. I sat on the end of the bed and watched him get dressed. This is normal for us. Even if he dresses in front of me, it's okay.

"I really hate your smell! It's soffucate me! Leave this room." he said to me.

"But where-where can I sleep? can I sleep next to you Arnold?." obviously mixed with pleading I told him. He didn't answer and looked at me as if disgusted and left the room. It always like that, He's disgusted one. Since that night.

That night I seduced him. He was very drunk the first night we were married. He can't accept that we're married and Amanda and him have no hope. They both begged me to cancel the marriage because I was the only one who had the ability to stop it and it could not continue. But I love Arnold. In that moment I became selfish and for the first time I followed what I wanted, what my heart was beating for. Amanda left in rage that day, and since then she cut our relationship.

One morning Arnold woke up ***** in our bed. We were both ***** as I hugged him. I was surprised when Amanda entered the room with puffy eyes. I just found out that Arnold and I were both *****. I admit I seduced him but nothing happened to us. I know that. But no one believed me.

I went back to my sense when I heard Arnold shout as he brewed coffee. I quickly ran down the stairs and made him some coffee. I approached the sofa where he was sitting and set the coffee down on the table in front of him. I just sat next to him while looking at him. I don't talk much because he doesn't want me to be noisy. I was Forced to change for him.

The formerly naughty, noisy, childish and ignorant of the world like me has changed since I love Arnold.

I was shocked when hot coffee was poured on my face and I accidentally shouted which caused my husband to slap me. He's the one who poured me hot coffee, and he still the one who wants to slap me? I just bowed.

"What the f*ck are you doing huh ?! You're shouting in front of me! IN FRONT OF ME, Cindy! IN FRONT OF ME! '' He said in disbelief that I shouted at him. It was another scream that made him in rage.

'' AND HOW MANY TIME SHOULD I TELL YOU THAT I REALLY HATE SWEET STUFF ?! Simply mixing coffee you can't do it right! I don't know if you're stupid or if you're just really stupid! "He said as if what I had done was too heavy. My heart was hurt by what he said and showed.

When the time will come Arnold and you will love me as much as I love you. I hope that I will not tired of waiting for you.

"Sorry." I whispered and he laughed like he was going crazy. I looked at him as if confused.

"If only sorry could get back everything I lost ..." he looked at me with some emotion in his eyes that seemed to hit my chest.

"I hope I'm happy now." He continued then he stood up and walked up the stairs and completely disappeared from my sight.

What should Arnold do ?! I'm trying to understand you. Maybe it's just a test. I know you'll get tired of hurting me too. It's just now Arnold.

We found out that Amanda was engaged to another man. I was very happy then but it was opposite for my husband. His world seemed to collapse from what he found out.

I hope Arnold just slaps and stabs me. I would prefer that than this. In the two years we have been together I feel like I have been stabbed over and over again.

Everytime I saw him hurting because of me it made my heart broke into a million pieces. I want to get rid of all the pain he feels and transfer it to me. I don't want him hurting.

I will do everything. I will endure everything. I laughed in my mind. I thought I would only hear those lines in some dramas or books.

I can do everything for him. Even if my whole being is ruined, I will face it with all my heart. Because of him. Because I love Arnold.

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