The Start

14 YEARS BEFORE THE PRESENT

Yuki's POV:

"DAMN YOU!!!!!!" I saw my own mother throw a glass vase at me, the glass shards scratched the side of my face as I dodged. "You bitch! do you really think that this was enough to prove your worth...? " She glared at me. I stepped back not bothering to utter a single word. "As the successor of the Yoshida family you must do more, you MUST dedicate your life to me and your father" She slid her hands on my cold cheek brushing my hair back. "You are no more than a mere adopted child." She jerked her hand back in disgust. I felt the unbearable pure pressure beating against me. "I understand mother" I looked at her emotionless and walked away. "I'm glad she didn't beat me this time."

Walking down the halls of the palace I saw dad. He wore an angry look on his face. He stomped over towards me, I tried to run, run as far as I could. "YUKI HOW COULD U BE SO RECKLESS, I ENTERED YOU INTO THAT SCHOOL SO U COULD IMPRESS THE DEAN, WTH" I was speechless,

"Father I-" His hands forcefully smacked me across my face.

"Don't call me that damn name anymore, I refuse to be called that from a lowly being like you. Your still that piece of trash we picked up from the streets, don't show your face to me." As he spouted more insults to me I could't take it anymore. My eyes started to tear up "Father do I not deserve to be loved...? I did everything you wanted me to do! just this one time please love me.." My legs lost strength as I fell to the floor sobbing. My knees got scraped till they bled. "I love you and mom more than anything, If I please you can you please love me...?" Screaming at him did't make a difference I knew it. "Could you please love me like your daughter? Can you tuck me in bed every night? Can we walk in the garden together? Could we catch fireflies together?" I reached my hands up tugging on his shirt, " Dad I want to know if I deserve your love?" My tears didn't stop, I was gasping for air. "Dad please answer me?" I was confused what did I do wrong.....?

He walked away ignoring my existence, "Daddy please, tell me!" My heart ached. I ran in front him, stretched out my arms to stop him. That's when I knew his answer, he never loved me...

"Dad why can't I be like other kids? I don't want to be the successor of this family, what if I-"

He walked over to the spot, the spot that I hated the most. He grabbed a long metal stick, I could see my horrified face being reflected onto it. "Yuki, you are not like any child, you are my child and the successor to the Yoshida family" He smirked as he whispered into my ears. Father then proceeds to beat me with every word I let out. Smack me with every tear I cried till I apologized. This was pure torture, I decided to give in.

"I- I'm sorry for causing any kind of inconvenience today, I will escort myself to my room."

Limping back to my room I could feel the bruises start to ache a little more. I could hear kids happily screaming and screeching while running around the garden.

    All I could think was why me....?

    Am I too disgusting for a mother to love?

    Is my face that shameful to look at?

    Did I deserve every slap I get?

    Did my tears even matter to you?

I guess they didn't, for now I must do what I can to survive. I didn't know Hell would be this cold though....

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Hi Guys so far this is Yuki's past, I hope you guys enjoyed the first chapter!!!!!!!

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