8.9.2021

today at 8.9.2021

i know that im the youngest, but please stop, i beg please stop treat me like your shit, im your sibling not your maid or minion even tho we are 8 years gap but please im still your sister, i do all the chores in this damn house sweeping, dishes cats poop, take care of your meal, your emotion, your health.

WAIT , WHAT THE **** AM I?! who am i to care all of you. im just 14 YEARS OLD I HAVE SCHOOL, I HAVE MY TASK TO COMPLETE if i dont do the task your BELOVED dad will scold me like hell in the same time i have to do all of the chores,

DAMN you want me to have a good gred but you disturbing me EVERYTIME I WANT TO FOCUS IN MY CLASS! what kind of family is this... if his BELOVED DAUGHTER are having a class...

WHOAAAA 'knock the door first, respect your sister is having a class' THE ****? if she shouts at you."shut up im having a class!!".. you just like 'ouh im sorry,' i just say 'wait i have to do the task' with a VERY POLITE TONE and it can make my dad scold me crazily like.. WHAT?! WHEN MY NAME IN THE 8th ROW.... whoaa HE CAN REALLY KILL ME..

i dont really understand what do they have inside their brain actually... like he always give more to the elders and shit for the youngest, i kind of jealous to the family that really treat they youngest very well...

like bruh im the youngest why the **** do i have to take care all of them, WHY? why does this 14 years have to take care of 22 and 25 people?

'ouh they have a school they have to stay focus for they school~'

bish then me? im only 14.. i know nothing and you force me to take care all of them... oklah yeah ypu were right they have study and have to focus for the future bla bla bla...

DO I HAVE NO AMBITION THEN?

CAN'T I STUDY?

WHAT HAPPEN TO MY FUTURE?

WHO AM I?

IM JUST DAMN 14!

WHO TOLD YOU TO TAKE ME AWAY FROME MY MOTHER?!

I WAS JUST 6 MONTH AND YOU TAKE ME AWAY...

WHY DO YOU REGRET IT?

I DONT ASK TO TAKE ME.

I DONT WANT TO LIVE IN THIS DAMN FAMILY THO-

everyone looks perfect, she is clean, she is pretty, she is very cleaver

untill my turn..

oh she is a rat, she dont know how to do chores, because she is the youngest, she look dirty, she must baba favourite daughter, what a messy..

i dont really understand about my life.. yeah maybe theres are more depress kid out there but its really not fair for me.. im the youngest but people always thought that the youngest was the laziest one... listen not all of the youngest were like that, its hurt to be called 'the youngest is the laziest' ,

i understand that the olders thought but you have to know not all of them were like that, if you cant understand their situation.. just leave them..

you know what, i need a plan for run from this house as soon as possible, maybe with living alone i can be more focus with my own life and having more privacy, i kept being compare with the other meanwhile i dont have a single time for focusing to study myself..

i want to be a pick me girl...🥲

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