Suicide attempt (part 1)

I could feel the blood slowly dripping into my feet. As I slowly slip away I was suddenly awaken by a light and by nurses calling out my name. "Alison can you hear me?" the nurses screamed as they rush me into the emergency room. All I did was looked at them with sadness in my eyes. I could feel my eyes start to tear up and when I looked at my surroundings I saw no one. I was hit with the reality that no one was there for me, no one was really there for me ever since both of my parents died 3 years ago.They both jumped of a bridge 3 years ago which left me alone in this world. I never knew why did they jump off the bridge and decided to leave me. We had no financial problems or family problems .Our company was doing very great and my relationship with my parents seem to be very great and strong,which made it more painful to hear that they both committed suicide. I was told that their bodies was int the mortuary, I could remember crying when I saw them with their hand tied together with a piece of twine. I was 16 when they left me and it resulted to me failing all my classes and isolating myself from my friends and because of that i slowly lost them one by one until i had no one to call a friend anymore. I inherited my parents company after they died but it was managed by my uncle. My uncle was a great man but sadly I also lost him last year to cancer. He had no kids or a wife, he only had me and I also only had him. I was very devastated when i heard the news of his passing. I was out of town trying to apply for university when someone called me and told me of my uncle's passing. I quickly took the next ride home and was able to get home after 6 hours. I saw him lying down in the hospital bed peacefully. I held a funeral for him and some of his friends came but no family members. I cried myself to sleep every night after that. Since i was already 18 I decided instead of letting someone elese manage the company I should take over. So I decided that I would take over my parents company and go to school at the same time. I buried myself with school work and work from the company and still isolated myself from everyone around me. I was always working and never took a break to relax,I used work to distract myself from this disaster called my life,but even though im constantly busy I still never could shake off the feeling of lonliness and after how many months of work and work I still felt alone and it made me depressed,which led me to attempt my first suicide.

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