Survival

"Fall 7 times but stand up eight"

I have done so many things that I shouldn't have I regret every minute, every second and killing myself from that regret.

and see im still regretting it...

I had my phone when I was in 8th as a teenager I wanted to try new things or I wanted to make a boyfriend. I installed an app named "brainly" it's a kinda famous one. I installed it for my study purpose but unfortunately, I was distracted..there's an inbox section when u go to ur profile..someone messaged me.

*before message*

I posted a fake pic of my leg and lied that I fractured it..so some boy messaged me that im okay or not so then we started talking..and he asked him to be friends..but as I was a desperate teenager for a boyfriend I asked him to be my boyfriend he agreed I was very happy but to mention again I was a kid from narrow-minded family..but by chance, I got a nice sissy, she was supportive and open-minded. But I was scared that she'll tell mum and then I'll be screwed. So I kept it a secret..but after some days, my sis found out that I was talking to that guy and I was scared but she didn't tell anyone about it so I was relieved. But she started taunting me for that if I sit alone in a room she was used to sitting behind me..and I know I did wrong but I always felt lonely and I needed someone to talk to so after some months of this incident I did a new one and this one was horrible. I knew that in anyways I did.

I installed Snapchat and added some of my friends..but after months I was added by an unknown person..he said- hey

I blocked him for 6 7 days but I then unblocked him and replied..-hey, I know u?

he replied- I dont know..just wanted to be friends.

then I thought oh, that's good.

I replied- oh ok, let's be friends.

he said- can I have ur pic? please

I thought..why he needs my pic to be friends? but anyways I did send one.

I replied- here * pic *

then I said - can I have urs?

then guess what he sends me?

A DI*K PIC!!!

I was shocked!

I said- what's this? I meant ur face he said- but I didn't mean ur face I want to see ur pu**y

as a teenager I just started watching PO*n that time so I started sending him my n*des not my pu**y but b**bes.

he was 20 yr old and I was 13

I didn't know it.

one day he told me that if u have any questions related to s** u can ask me..and then I started asking him everything and he was explaining to me..he was a paedophile(an adult person who have an interest in kids). Every day we used to send each other n*des..and then it was gross I know so I blocked him nd stop talking to him I realized one day that im doing this is not right..so I stopped!

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