If It Is You
2020 March 28th
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Dear diary,
Ever since I was small I always dreamed of living a good and successful life, but not everything goes the way you want it to go does it?..I always ask myself "is this the life you wanted?"...
There's nothing I can do I can't go back to the past and change my mistakes,I can't go back and and say "no! Marie don't say that,don't do that" because what's in the past must stay in the past.If i can't change the past I can keep going forward and learn from my mistakes..I can live and lead a better life..I can change the future and once that happens there's no going back.
**Sincerely, Marie Levorn
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A girl with tan skin with even amounts of freckles on her face and wavy,black hair wearing a white shirt,black jeans and over it a sunflower apron was taking orders from people.
(Yup this is my life, I work in a bakery a few blocks from where i live. A 23 year old bakery girl working each day from 9am to 9pm,who's living alone far away from her hometown.
This might sound bad but i like being alone and far away from my "family"..most people would miss their "parents" alot but me i don't give a damn, I worked my *** off trying to make a living but they,or should i say he,
never supported me from day one. You might be asking "but don't you have to take care of "them","they" might not have money" No! he does have money infact he's living a good and well-off life.
My dad is a CEO of a excellent company. He's probably spending alot of money on slut's and drinks you get the drill right? He's living with his "girlfriend" or should i say "girlfriends". I might sound like a bad child but you don't know what I've been through all my life,I always tried my best in every aspect and I always waited till i was of age to leave that freaking house..
What about my mom you ask? well my mom isn't with us anymore she's resting in a better place. I always looked up to my mom she was a independent woman who is so much stronger than i am, she lived a harder life than me that's why I always thought my mom was my hero, plus she always took care of me until.... the day she was gone. To be more clear she passed away when i was 9 years of age till then my dad was my new guardian.
I wasn't living with my dad before my mom passed away it's because they weren't together. when I say i didn't give a damn bout' my family i meant my dad and his dolls.
Well i guess every one have their own story to tell, I'll be honest mine was a mess before my mom passed away but then i met him,he made my life way better**.)
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