Again…

No way .. no way .. please tell me this is a dream .. a nightmare .. a hell , but don’t tell me that I will live with him again, the memories of the past that I tried burying them in forever started flipping out in front of me ,the pain I suffered for many years , the hell I lived with you and the baby I killed myself ,should I suffer from all of these again , but I don’t want this ,I want to live free like a bird in the sky who can fly wherever he wants ,the past few years that I forgot what being free means was nowhere but by your side .. “I beg you just let me go ..”

And then all the hall quited down , “woah..does they know each other ?!!”

“What does he mean “by let me go”??

“It sounds like his majesty is forcing him to be his empress” , “ ha ha ha ,no way !!”

The royal guard came and took me , I didn’t struggle because I knew no one will help me if even my family want to kill me , so who would oppose the emperor?

I was sitting on the bed shaking like crazy when the sound of the door opening got into me ,and strucked me he showed up in front of me smirking it gives me chills . “You remember right? You remember our past”

“…”, “I have missed you” ,he came into me opening his hands wanting to hug me but I slapped his hands .

“You still don’t want to accept me!” “You still don’t want to love me!!”

“Why just why ??”

He raised his hand wanting to hit me but then stopped and turned around and left the room …

I couldn’t sleep a wink ,I held the blanket and trembled all the night without being able to do anything and when the morning came my fears got bigger and bigger afraid that I would repeat my previous life “I don’t want to , I don’t want to live like that again ,just leave me already you have already ruined my life and killed my baby ,will the fate be repeated ,no I can’t let it be like this I know that I can’t get rid of him ,then the only thing I should do right now is being obedient..” I looked at the mirror and the tears started flowing ,I couldn’t bring myself to abonden my pride and my freedom ,but I know that I can’t do anything...

After five minutes the servants came into my room ,I didn’t resist them they dressed and prepared me ,as they came to finish my pounding heart became louder and louder ,I couldn’t breath properly but I knew I don’t have another choice . When they finished they led me to the dining room I knew behind this big door there is that man who ruined my life and I knew that living or dying in this life is in my hand ,if I don’t want to die I should not defy you ...

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