MY GIFT

Hey guy this story is just my real love life if you don’t have any interest in it you can just skip it.

I won’t mind thank you.

I wish my special person can read it on his birthday.

It kinda weird by showing love to a boy and write it as a short story but it the only way I can keep this memory forever.

9/10 today is your birthday I wish this can be my last gift for you. I’m sorry I don’t have much and I can’t impress much but you really mean the world to me.

Let start my short love story

I met you five year ago it was the second year that I study in that school, I made some friends it was not that fun as now cause I’m weak at that time and I know nothing, people usually make fun of me on that first year. I remember I study with your litter sister I really like her but sad thing she kinda popular but I’m not, even when try to be friends with her I feel like I’m not fit in.

That year one of the big sister ask me one silly question. who do I love that time I told her I don’t have one. she still didn’t believe me so she ask me more and more then she start to give me an option. I refuse to the first three person, I got tired so I just say yes when it on your name.

I remember that year I got to study in the same class as you, it a shame cause I don’t even know what love are. I just start to say I got a crush on you it just a stupid thing to do.

I follow I learn about you I want to stay near you. because of the word crush it make me feel weird when I stay near you I thought it was love but now I knows that it nothing it just a silly feeling. I remember I made friends with everyone around you cause they your friends so I could learn more about you but it kinda fun cause they friendly there are many boy and girl .

Before that question I thought your a monkey but after that question I think your special hahah

It ok, the second year we still close. we still kid so we have to sleep I remember I take a sleep opposite side of you cause it the closest way to stay near you it silly but I feel the world. I remember we eat together it fun I still remember when you build the water fountain and play magic together with your friends it really silly hahah.

One time I thought you didn’t love me so I try to quit yeah I quit it doesn’t hurt it doesn’t feel anything at all but when we stay too close like that it hard to give up so …

On the third year I fall for you again it the same as always but it much more of the teasing between us we eat together more hangout we knew what each other want. we talk but not a lot we chart but not to much. I got one chance to sit next to you and one chance to read a pome with you that time I don’t remember my pome I remember it well but standing next to you I feel nervous but you remember my part and tell me I thought you just remember it cause you read it too but it feel good. That year you play a game with your friends it truth or dare they ask you do you like me then you answer a little bit it just a simple answer but it make me feel happy for many night but another thought are you are a great student and I’m the worst I don’t fit with you I feel a shame of myself by that but I really want to stay next to you so bad

On the fourth year we stay in the same class again I’m happy we play more eat more we hangout more chart more, we chart like day and night then I start to control you as you were mine. hahah I start to get jealous I start to know everything I start to take care of your sister and litter bro. I remember when you talk with my female friend I got jealous of that as well so when you want to borrow book you take mine instead of her haha but my writing were bad I feel a shame of myself so I borrow her book for you. I remember we play game together you were bad at it cause you’re the good student we listen music together. I stay with you when your family come to pick up you late cause I want to spend time with you. I remember when I always argue with you like a couple when I cry to make you worry hahah what a shame I remember when you mad at me cause I disturb you in class

on the fifth grade I didn’t study with you it my choice I want to see if you worry about me or not. I always go to see you I always come to school fast to catch up with you. I always send my friends to her class cause to see you I miss you but I can’t do anything about it.

It the end of the fifth year there two day for our test I always walk past your class cause I want to see you it make me happy but I don’t talk to you cause I want you to start the conversation but you didn’t I feel sad a litter but I don’t mind cause I’m the only one who start the conversation all the time the second day I walk past your class again I see you with the top score study she smart I see that you really close to her it make me really sad but I still can’t do nothing cause I know we’re nothing

Do you know I regret my decision I really regret it I don’t regret on choosing you but I regret to not tell you face to face that I love you I regret to make you unhappy I regret to not talk to you on that exam day I regret on changing class not to stay with you to see your reaction I regret everything if I could go back in time I won’t do that again I will talk to you when ever I can I will hold your hand every day I will say I love you to you face to face I won’t cry to make you care. I won’t disturb you much I won’t jealous but I can’t it just a dream now I can only cry cause I just know that sooner I will leave you.

That exam day are the last day that we will see each other again hahah I regret it so much but you have told me that…

On the second year when you know I want to quit loving you you said you were sad as well.

On the third year you start to love me but I know you can’t do much cause you have to study.

On the forth year you weren’t mad at me it just you don’t want teacher to think wrong of us that all.

I’m really sorry I regret everything that I done if I could go back in time I would stay by your side in the dark.

It real when they say love make you stronger and weaker you love me cause I strong but you didn’t knew it were you who make me this strong make me stand up for myself make me stand up for everyone .

You say I’m perfect but in other eye I’m not even in my parents eye I’m just a trash to them they hate me everyone hate me but you made me felt love made my day you make me happy and sad at the same time I never thought of having this day the day when we a part the day when I will never see you again you really take my heart away

I get away this time my last wish is that can you take care of my heart for me I promise after this I will come back and take it with me I don’t want any dirt to touch my heart I don’t want anyone to break it I believe you cause you never break it once even you make me cry it just a silly cry it just something I drama about that all.

Pleases take care of yourself study hard I want you to be on the top again I believe you I support you from where I am wear more cloth when it winter don’t forget to bring your rain cord when it rainy month eat more don’t eat lest and one more thing if you love someone just go for them cause you will regret it like I did at last I just want to say I love you meng hong your my first man I ever love from the bottom of my heart I won’t have a man like you in my life again but I will remember this memory for ever thank for everything I LOVE YOU

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It been five year since I met you the first time I met you is the first time I think I fall in love with you it just a question that ask me with no choice I answer you hahha how silly am I playing this game for half a year I start to fall a little by little on the second year I felt like there no chances so I try to quit yeah I quit I didn’t pay attention I didn’t try to stay close then the fate just bought us together our teacher start to change my sit next to your I thought it would be fine but I start to fall for you again on the third year I study with you again it the year of my happiness I got to sit near you I got photos of you I spent some time with you I remember when we presented our class pome together I don’t remember the last part but you remember my part and you told me I thought it just group thing so I stay clam on the fourth year I study with you again this time you change to my class you take a sit next to me you be my friend play with me be my first male friend and introduce me to your good male friend I thought it normal I start to fall hard I try to act as I’m your girl I care I feel and jealous then you become mad because of it

on the fifth year we separate class it was my choice to know your feeling but you didn’t change to me at all I feel lonely but you always chart to me I sneak to see you I ask your sister about you I met your litter bro I come to school as fast as I could to see you I got a real bf that year to but it sad cause I never love him at all that time idk why we say we won’t be friends anymore it break my heart even more then my bf broke up with me but it doesn’t hurt me at all cause I never feel like I love him it just a sorry feeling we begin to talk again but I start to change

Because

It time our fate have end I still love him a lot but…

Now I know on the first year you say something it make me hate you a little as well we spent a lot of time together at that time but it just a little bit it fun it like love as a child love sweet pure on the second you say when you knew I want to quit it make you sad you don’t want me to quit but you have no word to say it cause we nothing but he start to be my friend we eat talk and play together on the third year you fall in love with me I start my selfish at that time every girl who near you I get jealous of them I remember when you play truth or dare they ask you do you like me then you answer a little it make me feel like a world it a lot of teasing and fun it feel a shame tho on forth year you fall for me completely but you didn’t tell it again you play much more with me we act like couple you ask me are you jealous I didn’t answer when I say I jealous when you borrow other girl book so you only borrow my book when my writing is the worst I feel a shame again cause i never perfect when I say your mad it not like that you never mad at me when I play a lot at all you just don’t want teacher to see us so that we won’t get in trouble I remember I hug you two time that time hahhah it another a shame but it feel good as your warm body touch mine I know it weird but I feel the warm on the fifth year it my selfishness again I want you to show more affection when I knew you like me but I want you to show it I regret it cause I want to stay with you I promise myself that next year I will stay with you but what a fate there no more chance I have heard that I will change school not just school it city it too far for us it the final semester we have two day for exam I didn’t choose to talk to you again cause I want you to talk to me first but you didn’t you always been that kind of guy who won’t talk to girl first I try to walk past your class every time to see you but when I see you I always see you with that grade a student I felt jealous but I got nothing to say cause you want me to quit loving you I had no chance to love you jealous or control your love anymore. There once say if you fall for two person at the same time you have to choose the second one cause if you really love the first one you won’t fall for the second I fall for you first then my ex bf then I fall for you again I really don’t understand it but I think I love you

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BIG BOY I WISH YOU ALL THW WISH GOOD BYE FOR EVER I LOVE YOU ❤️ *

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