Chapter 1

"S-su Ru, I-I love you!!!,"I stuttered loudly.

"Long Shuang... I-I'm sorry, but, but I already love Su Yue,"he stuttered back with a bitter face.

"O-oh... her, thank you anyways for listening to me,"I smiled forcefully and controlling my tears back.

"I-I'm sorry, I-I can only think of you as a friend,"he said with a forceful smile.

"no, no, it's okay, you didn't do anything wrong,"I uttered,"I-I have to go, see you,"I said again and ran.

"a-ahh"I moaned with pain when I collided.

"Long Shuang! What happened to you??,"Said someone and gave me a hand.

"S-Su Yue?!,"I was shocked when I saw her.

"Yes? Why?,"she asked innocently.

"erm, nothing, I have to go,"I cowardly said as I got up.

"sooo, what's up?,"she asked again.

"nothing,"I responded.

"Are you sure that your okay??,"she asked again.

"O-of course I am,"I sayed confidently.

I shouldn't get her involved with my problem, she didn't do anything wrong, she even helped me out to get closer to Su Ru so why would I get mad at her? yeah, that's right, I trust her, I'll support her even if they end up dating.

"by the way, we're going on a camping trip, are you coming?,"she asked.

"ermm, I don't know....,"I hesitated.

"pleaaaase, pretty pretty pleaaaase, this is our last chance to go to a trip since we're already graduating,"she begged me with a puppy eyes.

"sigh, how can I say no with that,"I said like I defeated.

"yey, thanks,"she said with a cute face.

sigh, I can't argue with her, she's beautiful just like the moon.

......the day they go to the field trip......

"Long Shuang! here!,"Su Yue raised her and and waived at me. I smiled and came near her.

things between me and Su Ru is still complicated. I think she's uncomfortable around me after I confessed to him.... and, Su Ru and Su Yue's already going out together... I'm a bit sad but still happy for them.

"so, what's up?,"Su Yue ask when I sat down at the bus.

"nothing much, just studying,"I said with a long sigh.

"hahahaha, don't get yourself stressed,"she laughed at me with worry. I smiled at her and started reading.

**

"hey, where here now,"Su Yue woke me up.

"oh, we're really here,"I suddenly got up and got satisfied with the view.

it's so good in here.

"hey, let's goooo,"she said excitedly and I soon then followed her.

...At night...

"oh no, we're out of woods for the fire,"our class president said.

"don't worry class president, Long Shuang and I will go,"Su Yue volunteered.

"oh, is it okay? it's already dark, just go with Su Ru, it's too dangerous if there's many of you so Long Shuang will stay,"class president said thankfully.

"sure"

"Shuang, I'll just go with Su Ru?, will that be okay?,"Su Yue asked me for an approval.

"sure, just go, I'll wait,"I said.

"oh then I'll go now,"Su Yue then rushed to Su Ru.

sigh, that girl really cared about what will I feel.

...some time later...

"ugh, it's raining hard, tssk, why now of all day?? what a bad timing,"my classmate said.

"wait, Su Ru and Su Yue is still out in the woods!,"The class president said worriedly.

"oh no, they'll get in danger there, I have to go find them!,"I said and ran without any hesitation and permission.

"hey, it's too dangerous!,"they stopped me but I didn't listened.

**

"huff, huff, huff, huff,"I've been looking for them for like 10 minutes already, but I can't find them.

"do you think it's fun back stabbing her? do you think it's fun controlling me?,"I suddenly heard a serious voice.

eh? what's that? I-isn't that Su Ru?!

"yes, why? since then she's the one who's so lucky, she got a family who is wealthy, she's always at the top, teh smart one, the most beautiful one, the strong one, she even has you, you love her but you don't love me,"a girl shouted.

what the heck?! is that Su Yue? but why? no way, of course she won't right?

to make it sure, I walked where they were, but walking there just gotten it worst... I wish I never came here, I wish I didn't knew this...

"L-long Shuang! y-you misunderstood, please,"Su Yue begged me.

"w-why?," I uttered.

"why Su Yue?! I trusted you!!! so why?!,"I shouted angrily.

"so you've heard everything huh? then I won't pretend anymore, yes, I blackmailed Su Ru, I told him he won't get the scholarship if he accepted you, so what,"she said angrily.

"Long Shuang, I'm, I'm sorry,"Su Ru suddenly said.

this is so unbelievable, I can't, I still can't accept it, I just can't, I trusted her but why?!

"JUST WHY?!,"I shouted.

"CAUSE I HATE YOU!!!!,"she shouted back and bushed me.

it's already to late when I realized that it's a cliff what's behind me. and worse, they just looked at me.

would this be the end?

would I just be killed like this?

why am I so naive?

I hate this...

you've betrayed me...

I hate it...

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