KIM SEOKJIN

Disclaimer - It is a fiction so there is a change in age. But enjoy😉

Plot : You and Jin have lived in an orphanage and always were together. You considered him as a family member. So yeah...

POV

You woke up early in the morning, yawning and feeling lazy. You didn't want to get out of the bed for 3 reasons.

Today you were supposed to go to Church with your other orphanage mates, who usually bully you (verbally).

You had been feeling nauseous for the past few days.

It was Sunday.

Sister Clarissa, a nun at the orphanage came over to wake up all the girls. So, with no choice left you got out of bed and carried on with your daily routine.

All the members in the orphanage gathered for breakfast and when you were heading to your seat which was beside seokjinnie's, you felt pain shoot through your abdomen that made your legs go wobbly and gave away.

People gathered around you, to check on you but there was no noticable damage and the pain vanished as if it was never there in the first place. You made you way towards the table deep in thought.

You were not exactly the girl with strong immunity, so you blamed the circumstances on your body structure and decided to take rest at the orphanage instead of going out and troubling others.

"Sister, I'm not feeling quite well, even though my stomach feels alright now I still have aching thighs. Can I just stay back!? " Y/n said giving the nun your adorable puppy eyes.

"Sure Y/n. Take rest dear. All the sisters will be going to the church today though, we'll have Seokjin stay back to look after you, how about that?" Sister Clarissa asked with a kind smile.

"Umm, i don't want to cause trouble to Seokjinnie, and I'm a big girl now. I can take care of Riya, Daniel and Jay. I can take care of myself." You said confidently.

"You are still 12 years old Y/n aah, it's really no bother! I can take care of you" Seokjin popped out of nowhere.

"So that's settled then" sister said with a smile and asked everyone to gather in the hall while you and Jin left to rest.

Seokjin, was in the orphanage from as long as you can remember. He was currently the oldest and your favourite person to hang out with. Apparently he was about 17 years old, very intelligent and knowledgeable and has an aspiration to be a good doctor.

You and Seokjin were making small talks when the familiar pain shot through the same spot, but you did not want your crush to know you were a weak person, so you hardened your facial muscles and started walking without much of a whimper. Seokjin said he'd be back with his book and asked you to wait for him in your room.

You nodded and made your way towards the common resting room and layed flat on the bed.

Jin came back with his bag hung loosely on his shoulder and his hands balancing two mugs that were steaming and some crackers. You reached out to help him but the movement made you feel funny in your tummy.

Seokjin pulled a chair by your bed, fluffed your pillow and helped you rest your back on it. You beamed at him which made him chuckle.

"Why are you looking at me like that, y/n, did I grow a pair of horns or what lol" He said chuckling finding his own joke too funny. And we'll his laugh is so infectious that you laughed along.

"Well no duh!! It's just you, your handsomeness that makes me stare at you OPPAAA" You said in a shrill voice mimicking a fellow mate who is quite cringey and seokjin hates that person.

"Eww Y/n-aah, why would you do that" Jin said scrunching his nose in mock disgust.

"Haha! Jokes apart, you're so sweet oppa that's why I was looking at you like that" you said, again beaming at him.

"Drink your hot chocolate while it's still warm, and rest well, you look quite pale"

Jin said, concern lacing his voice.

You nodded and sipped on the warm drink, placing the cup occasionally on your tummy in hope that the warmth can seep in the pain gets reduced.

TIME SKIP.

You didn't realise when you lulled off to sleep but the urget need to pee woke you up. You sat up with a start, wincing as your stomach ache hit you like a bulldozer. You let out a soft whimper which did not go unnoticed by Jin.

He stood up and patted your back, worry in his eyes and asked "Hey, what's wrong" in such a caring voice, God bless him, he is so damn sweet.

"Nothing Oppa, I just need to use the bathroom" you said shyly, your brain playing Jin's voice like a broken radio.

"Oh, ohh, umm well okay, call me if you need anything" he said awkwardly scratching the back of his neck.

You nodded and made your way to the bathroom, pain evident in your legs and that made your walk wobbly, while Jin did notice the weird cat walk but refrained from commenting and went back to reading his book.

You went inside the bathroom, into a cubicle and sat with a sigh. After 'peeing'

you noticed blotchy blackish red patches on your panties. (Side note you're haemophobic) You shrieked out in surprise and felt colour loosing your face when you glanced at the w.c.

That's all it took for you to loose your consciousness.

Jin noticed that you were gone for quite long, sighing he leaned over your bed to get the coffee mug and plate when he noticed a patch of blood on the sheets.

Keeping the utensils aside he bent for a closer inspection, and instantly knew that you got your first period. Then it suddenly hit him that you know nothing about it so he mentally prepared himself on helping you understand what's 'wrong' with you.

Jin softly called out your name, making sure his voice doesn't scare you but Little did he know you had passed out.

10 MINUTES LATER

Jin's monologue still continued "... it's really nothing embarrassing you know, all you have to do is respond y/n. Stop giving me that silent treatment, you're scaring me. You consider me as your oppa right, believe me I know about what has happened to you, just pull your pants and come out, I have the stuff you need. Y/n... Y/n-aahhh".

Jin felt his temper raising cause you did not utter a single word since the time he came and convinced you to allow him to help you. He felt you did not trust him enough to allow him help you.

"Y/n, I'm seriously running out of patience, get the damn out of that door and help your self. I'm not your guard man to wait on you, while all you give me is that sick attitude."

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No reply at all.

Now all Jin felt was dread. He thought something happened to you and you might have passed out. Trying his luck he yelled "Y/n if you're alright just make a noise and I'll leave. You're scaring me. I'll break the damn door if you don't reply".

Still no reply and that made Jin believe that you are knocked out of your senses.

He was in a turmoil about what would be the right thing to do. He never felt such confusion in his life but he set firm on the fact that he has to help you out.

He took out a screwdriver from his pocket, God knows why he carried it in the first place, and inserted it in and unlocked the door.

Shock filled his face when he witnessed the 'murder' scene infront of him. Gathering himself he came near your figure that was sprawled on the floor and tried to wake you up by lightly slapping your cheeks. No response. He turned the tap on and lightly sprinkled the water on your face and softly wiped it with his hands leaving the water trail all over your face.

You seemed to comeback to your senses, still groggy in head when you noticed your surrounding, you realised you were in the bathroom with Jin waking your sick *** up while you were sprawled on the floor with your undies and and pants in full view and un-flushed toilet.

Wow, never in your dreams could have imagined such a scenario. Shame filled your face making it hot and red while you lowered your gaze not being able to bring them to meet Jin's.

And suddenly you just burst into tears incoherently mumbling words *sniff* "I'm, uh uh.. gonna die *sniff* huh i bled *sniff* .. tu-tummy hurts" still crying.

Jin panicked cuz it was his first time seeing you cry like this, so he first pulled you into a hug, "Hey, baby.. don't cry. Shhhh it's alright. I promise everything is alright. You're my strong baby. Don't cry sweetheart. I know what happened and I can help you. Will you allow me Princess". He asked softly, occasionally caressing your hair and caressing your back.

You couldn't say much as you chocked on your saliva and violently started coughing. It stimulated your flow and you 'peed' some more blood that mixed with the once on floor.

Your face had a horrid look on it when you bent down to see the damage, still engulfed within Jin's arms. You saw blood and felt your head getting heavy and lost your consciousness again.

Jin silently cursed "good grief" and tried to wake you up in the same way as earlier but you just whimpered. He tried to wake you up again and you slowly oped your eyes, still quite guilty about the situation.

Jin saw that through your eyes "Yaaah!

Y/n. Look at me. I'm not disgusted by you. I can help you alright. Now I want you to sit on the toilet seat, can you do that for me?" He asked his tone in range of loud to soft. You simply nodded as you had no idea what the deal was all about.

You tried to get up but felt no strength in your legs, an effect of being passed out for so long. Jin placed his hands under your armpits and lift you up smoothly to the seat.

"Stay here and don't move, alright. I'll be right back" he kissed your forehead and left.

You sat in a daze trying to figure out how you got into this situation. You pulled your bloodied panties trying to save some face.

Jin came back after 5 mins and for weird reason your calves were cramping really bad. He held a set of clothes and a plastic wrapped - diaper thingy that was thinner than the said product.

"Ok Y/n you need to rip the wax strips off and set it in this manner on your underwear. These are called pads. Now why don't you go and take a nice shower and change into these. I'll help you later."

Murmuring an "okay" under your breath you took the clothes set with his demonstrated padded undy and went into the bathroom.

Meanwhile Jin, being the Angel he is washed the sheet and the bathroom for you.

TIME SKIP.

You came back from the shower feeling weird and your stomach and legs cramping, changed into a set of clothes and went to lay on the bed. You had no strength to talk to anyone.

Jin came after clearing your mess to check on you and found you fast asleep, chuckling he tucked toh in the bed, stroking your forehead while muttering "little troublemaker grew up".

You whined and whimpered in your sleep. Jin came and woke you up to let you eat your lunch. You didn't mean to but actually yelled at Jin for distributing you and then when the realisation hit of what you did, you started crying.

"Woah, I know females go through mood swings, but Y/n you scared me" Jin said trying to lighten up your mood.

The both of you went to the mess together and Jin helped you grab a lot of food. You both sat together and ate food in complete silence but it was comfortable.

"Jin oppa, should i speak to sister about what happened. I'm quite embarrassed actually." You said softly. "Don't worry

Y/n, I'll let them know. C'mon you need lots of rest now, are your legs still aching?" He asked to which you replied while getting on the bed "Yeah, my calves and lower tummy is aching" .

He made a thoughtful face and ran away throwing a "I'll be right back".  Minutes later he came with a hot water bag.

"Here, let this rest on your stomach and you'll feel better." He said and sat at edge of your bed while rolling your pants towards your knees and started massaging them and kneading them with enough pressure to make you feel better.

You muttered a "Thank you, Oppa" and slowly drifted off to La La Land.

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That's it.

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