Heaven's Feel backnight 1

For an unknown period of time, I was crouching down.

Not a single moan escapes me.

My throat has been pierced by a rotting Branch.

My tongue was the first to be pulled out.

My vocal organs have been carefully, carefully destroyed to silence me.

I have no body to struggle in pain.

My limbs have been completely destroyed

it's as if only my heart is still living.

My body stopped working long ago, But my sense of pain alone has yet to fail me.

Lining and being in pain are one and the same.

As long as I continue to exist, even as only a heart, The pain won't end.

For a long time.

I have been left in this sunny spot.

It is hope at its highest and despair at its deepest.

How idiotic. it must be some detestable fragment of my imagination.

A misunderstanding coming from my insufficient awareness and inadequate experience

...I repeat the cycle of pain and relief.

it reminds me of my exercise reputations I supposedly experienced in my childhood

Up-to heaven, down to hell. West, east.

...that's far away deeper then everyone. Like a cradle in the paradise of blooms without an exit....

It's not painful to have no limbs. To lose myself bit by bit.

I'm just scared.

Scared of becoming Nothing.

I can't bear the lie of ceasing to be anything.

if nothing comes from this,

then this is nothing more then a suffering for the sake of suffering.

My body is on the verge of death.

while desperately wishing to die, I frantically wish to live.

that contradiction men from older times used to call it hell.

......how wonderful I can hear a silver colored song.......

To be honest...

I don't want to die.

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—For A long time she was in a state of suspended animation.

I hear something.

Click, Click.

It sounds like pebble hitting each other and is somehow rhythmical, reminding me of a lovely polca.

With an absent mind I listen only to that sound.

...----------------...

...where am I?

I can't remember, No I don't feel like remembering.

My indolence is embarrassing.

It's ridiculous how I'm awake, but my mind and will are still asleep.

"uh...ah———"

I strain my lumbering head and limbs, and crack the whip at my mullish body.

Pushing my arms downwards, I slightly prop up my body that was lying face down.

...I seem to be on a couch.

how long have I been sleeping?

when I try to recall that, when I try recall where I am in the first place.

My forehead is struck by a severe pain.

I Feel dizzy, it's almost like the morning after a bout of heavy drinking.

...I have a bad habit of showing off my drinking all night despite being a weak drinker, but luckily there isn't a trace of alcohol inside of me.

"———Where...is this———?"

while still mentally unfocused and unsteady, I check my surroundings.

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