Prologue

This book is a work of fiction.

All names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents in this book are from author's imagination and are for entertainment purposes only.

The resemblance that may exist in the story and the real world, be it names, characters, places, events and so on, is purely a coincidence.

Date published ; 01 November 2021

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...^^^~ Prologue ~^^^...

"No. That's impossible."

I shook my head repeatedly, letting my palms cup my ears, while my lips, which were starting to feel numb, didn't stop shaking, along with the wimpher that came out.

Ignoring my blurry vision, my legs that began to lose strength, I forced myself to keep going, go as far as possible from a reality that I never even dared to imagine before.

Didn't give a damn about the sky that seems to cry, witnessed the cruel fate that's playing with me, I won't stop.

Seoul city streets that usually look so beautiful at night, decorated with sparkling city lights reflecting from the puddles of rain, this time failed to amaze me.

I was mad, sad, sick and broken. The dagger has pierced my heart.

The pain in my stomach area is getting more and more worst, but it's nothing compared to the pain in my heart that's forced to face the bitter reality.

My sanity is almost gone, I don't care about everyone that must think I'm weird, for running in the pouring rain while crying like crazy.

They have no idea. They didn't understand. They will never care about what I'm facing right now.

"Hyujin!"

I faintly heard someone shouting my name, but that still couldn't stopping my angry step.

"Ho-Hw dare he d-do this! Who the fu-**** he think he i-is?! Leaving me ju-just like that. He ca-can't do this to me!"

Why my world's collapsing over and over again, Lord? Why?

Hurts. It hurts so bad, I felt like giving up.

I don't understand why destiny seems to hate me this much, that it keep letting me suffer like this.

Being left alone by my parents. Have a weak physique, then have problem with the liver. And now. Now God letting him leaves me. He's the one that be able to bring back the happines in my life, leaves me just like that.

If everything had to end up like this, I should never have accepted his present. I should never have met him in the first place.

Is it that difficult, to give happiness to my life, Lord? If so, then why did you let me born into this world? Just to play with my life? You are so cruel.

Running with not knowing where to go, even with barefoot, screaming the same words endlessly, I did as a form of firm rejection of what I didn't want.

I rejected a fact that made the wounds in my heart that hadn't even fully healed yet, open again.

Make this all a dream, please. I don't want any of this to happen. I didn't want to accept the fact that he was gone.

The person who has managed to melt the ice in my heart, has left me, letting me facing this cruel world, alone.

Bring him back. I'll do anything. Having a disease that can end my life, for me is not a big problem, as long as he stays here, beside me, at least until I close my eyes. Let me leave him first, instead.

Lord. Just this time. I asked You for something. Just for this time please grant my wish. I want him back, please. Just that's all what I want.

"HYUJIN!"

My name being called again. This time with a loud scream that pierced my eardrums, making me to halt in my step, immediately.

I could faintly hear car horns from a very close distance yelling one to another, then a dazzling light greeted me, after I turned my head.

And the next thing I felt was that my body was in a lot of pain, from rolling over with someone who suddenly hugged me so tightly.

I found my self hard to breath, along with my chest that felt so tight. My vision began to blur. I felt someone shaking my body repeatedly, before finally I closing my eyes, when darkness slowly take over me..

If indeed my previous wish was too hard to be true, I hope, now I meet the ending point of my life that brings me to live in peace.

Goodbye pain. Goodbye suffering. Dad, Mom, I'm coming.

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