Tired Of Loving You
*Clock rings*
*Yawns* I'm still sleepy! shut up you damn alarm clock...
......
Oh wait.... I need to get up early so that i could go to school with ruve today!
I need to prepare now i guess.
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DONE! NOW IMMA GRAB MAH BREAD!
Ruve! Ruve!
It's so early and your shouting my name. What do you need?
hmph! I will wait for you so we could go to school together!
No thanks. Luna and i will walk to school together. Not you.
*sad*
hey, Do you like luna?
Why are you asking me that?
It's not like I'm jealous or something, But you've known that i liked you for a very long time but..
Your so cold towards me. But your so sweet when your with her, You could even smile when your with her. But when it comes to me you just get annoyed..
It's not like your stupid right? Isn't it obvious that i like her, Not you?
....
Oh, Okay! but i will never give up, I believe that your gonna love me someday, Someday...
Ruve once again told me that he will never ever fall in love with me, That's what he said to me with an cold expression. I'm hurt on what he said of course. But i still never gave up.
Luna came and asked me to join their walk to school, But ruve told luna "Don't talk to that loser"
So i happily said, "It's ok" But deep inside... It hurts so much like hell.. I don't know why i love him.. I kept asking myself why? Why did i fell inlove with him even when i know that i don't even have a chance? why?....why?!...
haha...
I guess I'm really stupid.
At school.
When i came to school my friends are so worried and asking me if did i cry? I said no, Because i don't want them to worry. but they didn't believe it. So i had no choice but to say the truth. I said yes, I cried. Because of some stupid reason. But it's ok i said. My friends knew me, They know if i am sad, or happy. They also know about Ruve. So, They asked me what happened. I told them what happened earlier... They said that i don't deserve Ruve, They said that i don't deserved to be hurt. They also told me to stop loving someone who can't love me.
I know that nobody deserved to be hurt. But you can't control someones feelings. I had no choice but to fight! Fight for the ones i love even when he does'nt love me. There's nothing wrong with it, right? Because atleast i didn't gave up easily. I fought for him even when my friends are telling me to avoid him. I ate all the painful words that he told me, Because i love him. Atleast i regret nothing when the time comes because i did everything i can.
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