I Lost Myself
A light slowly appears in complete dark world. A boy who is all alone, no one who looks familiar to him. Long stairs heading towards a shining door, Do I have to go there. Now I can feel that the lonely person in dark world is me, I am heading towards the door slowly so that none can hear me stepping on these stairs. A knife in my hand, full of blood dripping from its edges.
Did I kill anyone, why I am full of tears, it's all pain of depression going through my veins, I can't handle the pain, the more I think, the more tears come out of my eyes.
A black energy is revolving around me. I am not this kind of person, Rave , there's another door, I am going to open the door now... a girl lying on the bed... kind of cute and beautiful, black hairs, big eyes, THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, as I head closer to her, a fantasy inside me thrashes my mind, I want to be with her, a night, may be the best night I could ever have, but I have to do this....for myself, I know I will be dead inside after I do it but can't help it, I am on the edge to die...to save myself...I must do it...I took the knife out, holding in both hands, before I hit her with the knife, tears came out from my eyes and the shining light blinds me completely.
SOMEDAYS BEFORE..........
Rave:- (yawns)...grandpa....is it raining outside?
Zuel:- yes son, it is raining hard...I think you should take a leave from your school today
Rave:- yayy!! now I can have fun all day.
**Zuel:- (laughs) kids these days..
**Rave:- I should just sit at my window to look outside my house...the weather...when it rains... everyone just feel happy and stress-free even if just watch the drops dripping on leaves.... beautiful flowers...with a little of sunshine...it's always perfect.
***Bell rings on rave's phone*
Himan:- Hey!! buddy...it's been so long of raining that we haven't played any game today....is there any plan for today as Zoro and Edward are also eager....
Rave:- That's good!!.. as soon as the rain stops...meet me at the school ground. Inform Zoro and Edward...we will have fun today
Himan:- They are with me at my house... don't worry...we will be there.
Rave:- Great!! bye
At himan's house
Edward:- Is he coming??
Himan:- Yes...he will be there as soon as the rain stops..
Zoro:- This will be fun
The rain stops.....
RAVE IS WAITING AT SCHOOL GROUND FOR THEM TO COME......
Himan:- We are here Rave...
Rave:- You all are always late....by the way you know one thing..???
Zoro:- What??
Edward:- Ohh no...another stupid question...
Himan:- Tell me...what is it??
Rave:- A kangaroo can jump even higher than your house
Himan:- Wait what!! are you kidding...
Edward:- This is impossible.
Zoro:- How can this be possible??
Rave:- It is possible unless your house learns how to jump..
Himan:- Oh come on...not again
Edward:- You will never change...Rave
Zoro:- I have even started imagining what if our houses use to walk around....jump...have meals...
Rave:- Of course....I will be honoured to see himan's house making love with Zoro's house at night
Himan:- If this starts happening...there will be earthquake every night at someone's house...if you know what I mean
Zoro:- Hey...look!! there's a cute girl walking aroung the park
Himan:- She is yagami from our class you malnutritioned child
Rave:- You all have fun here...let me just go and talk to her...
Rave reaches out for yagami
Rave:- Hey...yagami..
Yagami:- Rave...what are you doing here...??
Rave:- I'm here for you...
Yagami:- For me...what happened...?
Rave:- Himan, Zoro and Edward over there dared me to at least walk a round of the park with you or I will be asked to do things that I don't want to...you can understand
Yagami:- You boys never lose a chance to be weird I must say...I'm ok with it...till you bore me..
Rave:- I never bore anyone...and by the way you know one common thing between all the flowers...??
Yagami- Nope...what is it???
Rave:- They all are beautiful like you...
Yagami:- (blushes).....have your friends also dared you to flirt with me???
Rave:- Hell! no...these are like.....just my things...I notice everything...
Yagami:- I guess you have noticed something in me too...
Rave:- I did....you are mostly trying to do your hairs behind your ears...or just messing with your fingers...which means you are not even slightly bored talking to me and trying to be calm in front of me doesn't matter how much messy your thoughts are right now
Yagami:- (laughs loudly) haaah!! noob........Your dare is complete...
Rave:- It was not dare...it was like a complete date for me..
Yagami:- (blushes)
Yagami walks away....
Himan:- What happened there ...Rave??
Rave:- She is completely into me...
Himan:- Oh shut up...you dreamer
Edward:- You will be beaten to hell by others if you did continue to do the same....
Rave:- I'm sure she is really interested in me ....confess that you all are jealous of me now...
Himan:- (laughs loudly)...haaah!!! noob
Rave:- (looks angrily to himan)
Himan:- Don't be angry my child....it will be night at any moment...you all just go home and have your dinner fastly...we will meet together at Rave's house...we will have fun
Zoro:- Don't you want to go home and sleep...
Edward:- Oh...come on... there's a life ahead of sleep...
Zoro:- And that life Don't deserve me
Rave:- I will clean up my room and we will talk a lot today......Hey!!! himan....you told us someday before that when you were about to reach your home and a bee bit you...
Himan:- Yes...so what...??
Rave:- Bee careful himan
Zoro:- I'm gonna pass out...
Rave:- Ok ok...no more ......Come home early or my grandpa will bite you
Himan:- See you there...
Edward:- Bye..
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