Prologue

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“What are you looking at?”

“Nothing much I knew what would happen”

The person in black bursted into tears all of a sudden he trembled as the other man spoke while coughing blood

“It...wasn’t.your ...fault”

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The Mc was the middle child his parents were both well off but no one payed attention to him everyone was focused on how the eldest would surpass their parents, the younger who’s intelligence was beyond his age to be as great as the eldest brother

the mc was always bullied by his brother and also his schoolmates

“What do you expect?”

The man smiled bitterly in his clothes that were slightly torn and full of dust, water dripped from his hair, he shivered as wind blowed strongly

“I was just an illegitimate child I shouldn’t have expected anything, mom if you won’t comeback then...”

he stared blankly at the moon near the rails of the bridge as he spoke

“would you mind me coming to you instead..?”

He jumped off the bridge

Colors filled his entire view

it was very pretty

/so mc is always betrayed and ima kinda tired of it at times like this he dies and reincartnates and that ain’t gonna happen/

“I know.. time will not turn back.. and I’m hoping for death so...” he looked at his trembling hands before letting out a shout “WHY AM I SCARED?!“ this is...what I’m hoping for right..? He thought to himself

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Love

affection

sadness

happiness

Those things are what I lived for, those things were the things I’ve wanted, the things I couldn’t feel, Because I’m the son of a murderer

Pain

Pain

pain

Is all that I feel

He closes his eyes, but as soon as he opened it he saw his family members

they all cared for him suddenly

“D-does your head hurt?” She stuttered and look at the man behind her and asked him to call for a doctor

“Ha..?” All the attention was focused on me I laughed at the crazy atmosphere

doctors took a look at how he was but he didn’t talk the next day they all came and visited him “who the hell did this?”

(It’s you..)

“Hey! Have you lost your voice!” The boy kicked the table beside me which contained a vase it fell down and the parts scattered on the floor, one part scratched my cheek (well maybe for me..?)

blood bled across my face it dripped down to the white sheets of the hospital bed, everyone was shocked but I stared at my younger brother like nothing happened

“it’s fine” He brushes his cheek as questions flooded again like how are you?, who did this?, what the hell were you thinking?, tell us don’t be afraid, (honestly, why do you all care?) “I’m fine, I want to rest please..”

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His trembling hands painted with blood, the smile on his face was seen as he cried hysterically to him even it was a confusion (what the hell am I doing?)

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