Authors Note/CHAPTER 1

This is my second story actually.My first one is on the way to be finished but sadly, I stopped since I can't find any inspiration to finish it.

This story includes 18+.But I'm not gonna give it some scenes so it's okay but still, THIS story INCLUDES THAT Topic which is mind blowing hahahaha.

Anyways,DO NOT PLAGIARIZED.Although,my stories are not that good anyway but still, this is my original work UwU.

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Chapter 1:Mistake

I realized I made a lot of mistake.I send an insecure messages, ***** pictures and I texted a lot.I caged his freedom.

He won't come back.

He doesn't deserve me as he view me as a plaything.

My eyes turned lifeless as I gripped my phone.My tears became dry as I realized it was all my fault.

I bit my lower lip and opened my phone.It's been three days since he disappeared again.He didn't online for 3 days.

The uncomfortable feeling began to rose again in my chest as I thought that this is the end and he will never come back.

I messed up.

3 days without returning.Now I know.One thing I know right now:I better move on.Theres no future.Well we talked about marriage but now:he view me maybe as an idiot child.

I only did that as I he begs me to show it.Then I realized that might just see me as a plaything because of that.

'*Hubby... '

'Sorry.I know it's impossible you to come back.I realized that it was my fault all along. I made you feel like I am caging you away from your freedom.'

' I was to attached to you that I haven't realized my mistakes*.', I typed with the keyboard and sent those messages.

'I miss you',I badly want to send those words but I erased it as it will only make the things go worse.It will only suffocate him.

Will he spread how disgusting I am for him?

Maybe not.I trust him.

I only did that because he's begging me to send it.I cared for him.(but is it because I was afraid that he'll be tired of me?) I don't know.But lust is all man cared about and now I know and can agree with that.

3 days without onlining is too much.It happens again and again.I know there's a problem with our relationship this past few months but don't know where.But now I know that it's because I send too much messages,send him my ***** pictures to help him ease his pain,and I honestly told him that I always feel insecure.

I know something is going on with his dad's maid and him.He always mention that girl so that's why I always feel jealous.

Compared to that woman,I'm still a child.That woman is ready to marry my man due to her age as she was older than me.

My eyes grew colder as I think about that woman.

Why am I so gullible?So clumsy?Even though I know I am walked through a lazer alarm to reach him,I ignored those dangers.

I even asked myself, why he always came back to me before when he already know I got nothing.I have no money and no status.

The answer is all about lust.

I just want to hold his hand...

Now I guess I can't even hold his hand.My wish will be impossible to reach.

But who am I anyway?I'm just a poor ordinary girl while he is a rich CEO.I was just lucky to met him online.

I pout in sadness.I never want money.I just want to grow old with him.

I leaned my head on the sofa as my tears threatening to fall from my eyes.

I guess this is better.It's better for him not to come back.Our relationship will only destroy his image.

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