Chapter 1

Seriously...

" I'm...really...dying? "

laying on the cold and freezing floor. Blood splattered everywhere. My chest hurts so much...

My body feels weak and my mind is dull. I'm surely becoming a cold empty shell with my soul leaving slowly. My heart even starts to beat slower and quieter.

This all happened because I was caught up in a criminal act.

Being held hostage by criminals and unfortunately died by their hands.

They left my body somewhere in an abandoned room from a small building.

It was so stupid of me to get involved with this mess.

As expected. My stubbornness resulted in an unexpected outcome.

The world is so cruel indeed,I can't even deny that.

And what's worse is that I have nothing to do in this world anymore... The world is becoming... Boring.

But you know what? I'm done with all of this.

I'll be honest here, the world itself is tiring out and I don't know what to do if I'm NOT gonna die.

Little by little, memories of my family suddenly came in my mind.

" Where is she? that little girl is always running off somewhere! " a old woman in her late 40's, walking around in the living room trying to find someone.

" Hehehe, you can't find me.."

I was a troublemaker in my family, causing them troubles and problems because of my stubbornness but actually, it's because I was completely bored. I was a bit of an adventurous youngster.

That said, gave me the title as the "Adventurous rascal" by my family.

I don't mind having a title like that though.

I hate getting bored which I want to have plenty of fun in life. Making problems actually became my habit.

I already have a meticulous life that resulted in me not needing anything else anymore. My parents who described themselves as the "perfect parents", had a family of their own, that's why they didn't have enough time for me nor gave me much attention.

They didn't even visit me more often. I was living with my grandparents to be exact.

Heh, so much for calling themselves the "Perfect parents".

But, because my family was so rich, I had everything I needed to support my life and school expenses.

With the immense of money my parents left me, I finished middle school just like that.

Though I couldn't leave my grandparent's house and find a part time job because I had to take of them, they were becoming too weak and unstable to take care of themselves therefore I had to avoid causing any more trouble for them.

As I grew up, I've grown accustomed to feeling bored by the world

It's not always easy to find things to be interested in these days.

The world has lost its new and exciting days like it used to before, which led me to expect nothing in life anymore.

People are too busy with gadgets and new high technologies that people use so that they don't need to leave their house at all. I'm not fond of gadgets (like literally).┐( -_-˘)┌

I'm sick with all this stupid and miserable society.

" ......... "

I don't care if I'm gonna die, there's no point doing anything. I accept this death I'm about to have.

It's better this way so that my grandparents won't have to take care of that rascal granddaughter in their life. At least my grandmother and grandfather are more actual parents to me than my real parents. Why can't they be just like them? Tsk

But...I can't die just like that and leave my grandparents all by themselves. I mean, they were the ones taking care of me when my parents were divorced and each got their own family...

What should I even do? I'm already dying, what's the least can I do about it?

Oh well...it's too late anyway. My relatives can take care of them.

I'm losing so much blood already and the police are too slow to arrive and find my dying body.

I guess if the police arrive more than an hour later, I'm assumably already dead. Or do they want to get someone who has died to cooperate with them by questioning what happened?. What even am I? A zombie mule!? or a dying rock?(ノ｀Д´)ノ彡┻━┻

I don't give a damn with their investigation and just leave me alone or at least bury my body in a fancy cemetery! Hmph! (Don't even ask why-..)(눈‸눈)

If they're gonna ask me questions while I'm dying, I'm gonna devour them like a zombie. I mean it! ಠ◡ಠ

Sigh...What am I even thinking? It's obvious, I'm going crazy because I'm dying!

Weeee...wooooo...weee...Waaaaahhhhhh...

The sirens of the police cars and an ambulance were heard.

....

It looks like the police have arrived. I hope they'll find my body soon. I don't even care if the criminals got caught or not.

I want to have more fun in life, I want to do everything I want...but I guess I can't.

I'm tired, I feel exhausted... let me just shut my eyes. Sigh...

From all those thoughts in my head-

The next thing I already know is...

I died.