Chapter 1

Zane's Pov

As usual I woke up from the floormat I called my bed with a headache cause by all the noise last night apparently my Father brought home a new Wh*re and they f*ck all night like rabbits, I couldn't sleep at all I just imagine myself waking up from this nightmare I called Life, Why is it always like this, why do I always feel pain, What did I do wrong.

Okay let me give you a little summary about my life before I go to school, I live with my Father he may not be the best at taking care of me but still, I love him so much because his the only family I have and I dont want to lose him even if he hurt me, I dont wanna lose him, my mother died when I was just a baby he was in a car accident while driving home from work, after my mothers death my father didn't take is so well Im really thankful that he manage to take care of me until I was in highschool before he Snap. Thats when he started calling me name and sometimes hurting me.

Kay back to my story.

I went to my bathroom and took a shower then I dry myself and I decided to wear a Blue hoodie and a black jeans with a pair of Nike shoes, I went downstairs luckily my father hasn't wake up I grabbed an apple in the fruit bowl and walk to school I dont know how to drive yet so I walk, I dont really eat much, Im scrawny and small which make me the best target for bullies, when I arrive, I walk to my locker but suddenly I was thrown aside my locker, I gasped in surprise and When my vision was focusing I saw Jake, he was the one who always hurt me without any single reason he just said im like his Stress ball which he can beat up when he is having a bad day, I was awaken from my thought by a punch in my stomach I held my stomach with bot my arms to protect in and because of the pain. But he grabbed my neck not enough to cut the air but enough to leave a bruise. "I-im s-sorry jake" I said with pain lace in my voice "P-please" I begged to him and he just smirk at my works, The second I know I was crying "aw is the f*ggot crying" he mocked, "P-please j-jake" I tried to begged again, "whats that I can hear you" he pretended, his grip was getting Tighter and it was keeping me from breathing, I was very thank ful when the bell rang he remove his hand but just when I thought he was about to leave, I suddenly felt a sting in my left cheek He slapped me and said "Next time you wont be so lucky f*g" then he left.

I rush to the bathroom and get in one of the cubicle and I locked the door and I cried it was only the first period and this is already happeing to me, When I was done I wipe all my tears and walked to my second period since I spend an hour in the bathroom crying.

I walked into class with my head down and I got in the back of the class then I took out all the things I need for  my subject, Nothing much happen after that, it was already lunch time I bought my lunch at the cafeteria and I sat at the far back corner desk next to the door, so that I wont get notice but it was no use, someone slammed his fist on my table and I looked up to see who it was it was Jake. He sat down next to me and put his arms around me preventing me from escaping I wince in pain because his hold is getting tighter. He grabbed my lunch tray and he started eating all my food "j-jake can I-i h-ave some Im hungry" I stutter in every word "sure" he said and I smile at the his answer then he grabbed the milk carton and opened it and the next thing I know it was being poured on me I gasped at the action, I was almost at the verge of tears but I held it back because I can escape his death grip on my hand, when the milk carton was empty he threw it on the floor and then he left, I cant take it anymore I left school early running back home I couldn't take it, why does this has to happen to me, Why do people treat me this way, All my life I greeted everyone with a smile, I give them what they want from me without any second thought, when I got home it was quiet which means my Father was outside drinking at a bar maybe, I went to my room and strip my wet clothes and then took a shower to remove the milk from my body, then after I dry myself I put on my pajamas and went to sleep in my bed, With the thought 'maybe tommorow will be different'.

Every day is a new beginning take a deep breath, smile then try again.

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