Where it begins

(Flashback before he is reborn)

I don't need it!

If asking for care and love only brings me to my death door, then I don't need it.

Every thing seems fine in the beginning. My  name is Min He, I was an orphan untill I'm 13 years old. I was adopted by the Han family. A family that owned a business empire that has been ruling in the business territory for 20 years. Well how I meet them is because they are our orphanage funder and mr. Han always comes every once a moth to pay us a visit. And I'm one of the children who is actually always happy waiting for his visit.

And one day out of the blue he suddenly decided to adopted one of the child in the orphanage. And that kid was me. Well I'm happy to accept that of course. Who wouldn't...after 13 years of living without a real family, getting adopted would make me excited of course. 

And then he tell me his reason for the adoption, he said that his first wife is currently sick and she need a friend and a person to accompany her. I'm confused at first, I mean if it's for taking care for his wife why don't he find a helper and to accompany her...doesn't she has her own child? Beside it's his wife why didn't he look for a girl companion? isn't it better to adopt a girl so she can be his wife companion plus a talking friend.

Then with a helpless smile he said to me...'my wife doesn't want a helper, she actually want a child again, but because of her sickness she can't have a baby anymore. Thus, she ask me to adopt a child. And also my sons has been busy with their study and can't keep my wife accompany all the time.' He also explain something about his second wife which is actually shocking to me. Because all this time I just know that Mr. Han only has one wife. But after hearing his explanation I conclude that both of his wife wasn't in a very good term for some reasons.

Then for my last question he say that both of his sons didn't like to have a girl in their house, they agreed to this adoption but they said that they don't want a girl. And so that's why I was chosen. Mr. Han said that he had a good impression on me and that''s why he decided to adopt me.

On the first month, I have been accompanying Madam Han (1st wife). And in the house except interacting with Mr & Madam Han I never interacted with the others. Even though sometimes I always meet with Mistress Han (2nd wife) in the kitchen she always gave me a cold glance before leaving me alone.

Nevertheless Three years has gone by but Madam Han condition is not getting better either. I don't know why but I always give her food and medicine on time, I also always check her diet and exercise routine, but why is her condition become worsen day by day.

And one day Madam Han fall unconscious, and immediately brought to the hospital. But everything is too late, Madam Han had release her last breath in the middle of our way to the hospital. And then at the same time Mr. Han received a call from a police officer that his first son Han Lei has died from an accident and currently the corps is being taken to the same hospital where Madam Han died.

Just in a day, Mr. Han lost two members of his family. I saw him standing while seeing both of his first wife and son dead body, he mutters many time that all of this was a dream, then he cry silently. Mistress Han and her son also came. I saw Mistress cry, but why is her lips curving up? Nobody other than me saw that because she hid her lips under her white napkin and I stand beside her while glancing confusedly. Is this her doing? I look at her son, Liu Wei. He just stand there and seeing everything with a blank face, but I can see that actually in his eyes he is sad and grieving.

Then two days later, we are doing Madam and Han Lei funeral.

The next thing when we got home Mr. Han got called, He was told that his wife actually died from a slow reacting poison, and it has been three years since the poisoning began. Then suddenly Mistress Han kneeled, she cried and she scream 'I'll confess...I'll confess' and then what happen next is beyond my expectation.

She screamed and said that she actually always saw me putting an unknown powder to every food and drink Madam Han eat. She also said that she always heard that I talk behind their back and said that I want to kill all of their family so I can get their wealth.

I mean...excuse me?!!

I don't know what happen next...The next thing I know I was drag by the house guard and I'm beaten half to death on their basement. And then Mr. Han raise his hand, and on his hand there is a gun aimed at my head. The last thing I heard before he fire he said ' this is for my wife that you killed '

Can't they at least listen to my explanation? For all this year I have been accompanying Madam Han, I have never think about poisoning her. Moreover thinking about killing all of the Han family. I know that all of their death is caused by Mistress Han. Because I accidentally heard she called someone and laughing about Madam Han and Han Lei death, she also said that Mr. Han will be her next target and then with that she will make her son as the family business president and seize all of the Han family assets. And I think she found out that I accidentally know her secret so she decided to end my life now.

Heh...I haven't even reach 18 yet here I already died.

Did the world really hate me? I just want to feel a family love yet I end up dying because of my need. Is there really no second chance for me? I just want to be happy, have my own business, travel the world and maybe have my own family.

But, can't I?

Please just give me a second chance, If I can rewind time I'll never let Madam Han died. I'll also save Brother Han Lei from his death. I'll reveal that rotten snake mask. And I want my own happy life.

"Do you want your second chance?"

a voice sudden appear. It repeat the same question twice. Is this real? Then the voice repeat the same question thrice.

"Yes, please...I want my second chance" I beg at the voice

"I want a compensation for it"

"Anything...I'll give you anything" I'll give him anything what he want, whatever it is I need my second chance!

"Then give me your emotion and I also want your pain"

My emotion? My pain? Then how will I fell happy? I feel gloom for a while..."Okay...please give me my second chance" it's okay, maybe I'll solve this problem later.

"Then live don't waste your second chance"

And then everything become silent.

thank you for reading my story. See you in the next chapter. Bye bye

love

White devil

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