He
woke up without remembering falling asleep. He remember laying down on his sofa
after an evening meal, and started thingking about his case; just imagining a
few possibilities. He must fall asleep right then, because when the man opened
his eyes he felt a bit out of place by the sight of a wrong ceilling, the
narrow surface he sleeped on, and the blanket—or the lack of its presence. It
must be how it feels when someone is abducted while unconscious, and woke up in
unfammiliar place. Its nerve rattling; truly. Perhaps its the delicated mind of
our own; longing for something familiar, finding comfort in a place known.
That
thought triggered a surge of desperate feeling in him. Woke him up and command
his tall figure to stand and get ready for work. Bathing, dressing, leftover
from last night as breakfast, and then he’s driving his car out of apartement
complex towards the still empty streets.
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“You
should’ve come immediately; to the hospital or to the church; to me. Those
wounds needed stitches, stitches!” The woman is pacing back and front
inside a tiny white hospital room, her veil and white robe—she haven’t changed
from yesterday by the way—flapping around behind her angry form.
“Marie—“
“Don’t
call me Marie!” She half shouted. Eyes narrowed dangerously towards the figure
laying down on the hospital bed, covered in hospital blanket, and wearing the
sodding blue fabric given by the nurse.
“Why
would I went to the church? So they can springkle holy water at my dirtied
being?”
Marie
stopped pacing, standing in the middle of the small space beetwen the door and
the hospital bed. The corner of her eyes lit up, the small shoulder shake. The
girl let out a disbelieving laught at the words coming from the sick figure; it
is—the laugh—sound bitter.
“Im
wounded—not possesed,” The figure on the bed finished his word.
“Nobody
would springkle holy water at you,” Marie sighed, trying to calm herself down.
She is the oldest between them, more level headed, and wise with experience.
One rebellious young man shouldn’t change that. “Im just saying that we could
help; I would help,” She explained, her voice soft.
“He
wouldn’t want me to come,” The young man argued; his tone even, and expression
unreadable. He refuse to face Marie; his blue-green eyes stubbornly staring at
the ceiling. “You see how he is at the wedding; he won’t even look at me.”
The
woman noticed how his voice cracked at the end of the sentence. Like a dry
branch, snapped with too much force. The cracking echoed in her mind—it sounds
ugly and cruel. As her blue as sky eyes moistening with salty rain; brought
back memories.
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The
red head immediately closed the thick book in front of him, upon feeling her
touch on the shoulder; he didn’t shout or scream in terror like a frightened
kid. Perhaps because he’s not a kid anymore. He’s sitting alone in a secluded
library section, the room is a bit dark; yet he didn’t try to light the lamp.
He prefers the company of the lonely candle in front of him. The fire is blue
in the bottom, and orange at the top, the white candle is melted, dripping in a
big puddle on the table. Seems like the male teenager has spent a long time
reading.
Marie
tittle her head, moving closer towards the teenager who sat like a stone; shoulder’s
rigid, and unmoving. Ske asked; “What are you reading?”
Her
question met an unnerving silence, it’s presence in the library is huge like a
black hole that swallow everything. It’s almost like the red head boy didn’t
hear her. Receiving no answer from him, the woman went curious. Marie tried to
take a look at the book.
Strong
gush of wind slipped from a pair of parted lips, almost like a breath, or a
shallow sigh. Red as the hair, the fire on the candle that suddenly went
out. Engulfing both figure in the
darkness. Marie didn’t see anything, beside a strange writing on the thick
green cover of the book. It was stealth, how the soft flowing air mets the fire
on the top of the candle, asking the orange light to yield—to shield something.
She didn’t suspect anything.
“I
should turn the lamp on.” The red head excused himself.
She
didn’t suspect anything, not at all. But then the weeks went by and the call come.
“Marie.
Will you fetch William for me?” The curch’s figure head got a faraway smile. He
doesn’t even look at her from behind his thick glasses.
Marie
said yes. She went running outside to fetch William. Heart thundering and mind
racing with question. She run down the hall, then outside on the garden behind
the cruch towards the boys dormnitory.
Her
chest heaving as Marie tried to fill her lungs with air, her silver cross
necklace slipped out. She asked the few boys hanging outside the dormnitory.
“Have you seen Will?”
None
of them seen him, they said he’s not in his room. One guy with buzzcut hair
advised, “Try to check the library.”
She
later find him—find William—there. Sitting in the same set of chair and table,
reading the same green book Marie been dying to know what’s inside it.
Correction; he read it, aloud. The window in front of him is opened wide, the
curtain pushed aside and tied. Theres no candle, because theres no darkness;
Will doesnt try to hide like before. In the candle place, is the sun; it’s
afternoon light shine trough the window, hugging the male figure in warmth.
Words;
gibberish, one tumbling after another. The sound confused Marie like how non
english speaker would confused her. Yet William kept going on; he read those
curly and complicated writing like he’s sure about it; the pronounciation, the
words itself, and the most important—the meaning; the believe it’s represent.
“Ax,”
She called; shes the only one who called him Ax; others calls him Will or William.
He knows she’s calling, yet he kept reading; chanting like he is in the middle
of a complicated spell.
“Ax,”
Marie repeats, louder. Ignoring the feeling in her ribs, a warning telling her
that she’s interrupting something sacred. “Axl!”
The
reading stoped, she heard Axl whispered something—another gibberish words. Then
he close the green book, bring it in line with his face; and give it a chaste
kiss. Marie didn’t think that the gesture was sweet—but really, it is sweet.
“What
is it, Marie?” William carefully place the book back on the wooden surface. His
handsome face is calm—but not blank like usual. Marie thinks—it is almost like
the teenager is in peace.
“What
are you reading?” She asked instead.
“A
book.”
She
pressed, “What book?”
“A
holy book.”
A
surge of relief filled her, calming her rattling pulse just a little. “You
reading the holy bibble in another language or something?” She half asked, half
reassuring herself. Theres no need to worry. Theres nothing to worry about.
“No,
I don’t.”
The
words like a flying spear; it’s golden tip glingting from the sunlight before
singking into her breast—right between the ribs. Cold feeling spread from her
bleeding heart—yet she kept standing; giving a smile and lead her little
brother towards the curch. Each step she take; is a prayer that everything is
just a missunderstanding.
The
face of a man standing on the aisle was stern, his hands folded behind his
back—just like a soldier. The cold feeling in her chest doubled—Marie found
herself faltering, stopping in front of the door the giant curch door like a fool. William steps ahead, facing
the man.
“Marie,”
The man said, “you may stay here, or you may go.”
I’ll
go. I’ll go, I’ll go!—but she was paralyzed, feets unable to
move forwards or backwards. The man accept her stillnes as an answer and began
to speak. She don’t want to hear it, she didn’t want to witness this. She
plead; ‘No. Please, no!’
“William,”
The head church stated, voice steady and loud.
“Yes.
Mr. Benjamin.”
Marie
let out a faint gasp. Ax—did he just? He’s not refering the church head as
Father or Head Priest. He just called him by his sure name—that never happen
before, she thought.
“I
was aware of your... rather peculiar activity.” Mr. Benjamin continue, after a
beat of silence that Will didn’t even try to fill; either by arguing or
denying. “You understand that this kind
of activity will raised questions, did you?”
“I
did, Mr. Benjamin.”
The
man sighed, long and heavy. “What do you suggest I should do?” The grey haired
man start pacing, on the aisle. His footsteps echoed in the big room. “To
ensure this problem dissapear?” He added.
“You
can answer your first question with your second one, Mr benjamin.” His voice
sounds oddly cheerful for her—Marie must’ve gone deaf, or gone crazy.
William
shifted, just a little bit under the gaze of the elder man. “I’ll packed my
things right away, Mr. Benjamin.”
Mr.
Benjamin raised his hand; a gesture that stopped the young man from turning his
back and left the church. “Theres no need to,” He said, voice soft as the white
cotton fabric that they all wore on sunday morning.
Hearing
the last words; Marie felt a sparks of hope, just a little. It’s dime between
the overwhelming darkess—but it’s there. Mr. Benjamin will let William stay in
the church despite this... this new development right? He raised William—and
herself too, like them both is his own childern. He won’t kick William out just
because he no longer believe in Jesus, right?
“I’ve
sent someone to packed your things, William.”
Marie
struggled to kept herself standing amid the strong wild emotions rushed inside
her blood vassels, hands touching the cold door behind her, scrammbled to find
anchor. Her blue eyes wide in disbelief. Did he just? Did he just thrown her
brother out of their home?
There’s
only silence from the male teenager standing in front of the aisle. The light
slipped from the ventilation on the right side of the room shine warm on him;
comforting in an afternoon glow. His red hair—his peculiar red hair; whom
nobody inside the church ground had, his slightly short figure clad in white
robe, his shoulders heavy; this is the last time she see him inside a church.
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