Chapter 1: My miserable life

It was night 10 am, Aurora comes home after doing her part time jobs.....

Aurora: I am back....

Aurora's Mom: whatever.....we are going out to have dinner, u can cook ur own dinner, and by the time we come the house should be neat and clean.... understand..

Aurora: :nods:

Aurora's younger sister Anna: mom... why don't we take sis with us out to dinner....

Aurora's Dad: u wanna go Aurora :glares at her:

Aurora: no I don't want to..... u go and have fun***...

***Anna: well have fun cleaning the house.... and clean my room carefully....

Aurora: hmm...

They all leave.... Aurora cooks herself dinner, washes the dishes after dinner and starts cleaning the house as her mom told...

After half an hour Aurora was done with cleaning the house, she goes to her room and lays down on her bed...

Aurora's Pov:...

Another day passes by like this, Nothing has changed for the past 10 years or probably more than 10 years....

I am the middle child of this family, my little sister is my mom and dad's favorite while my elder brother... well he is abroad but he is no different from them.... I wonder how they can treat me like this as if I am not their daughter.....Now I don't really care since I have been used to this....

This has been happening since I was 10 years old because of an accident.... not really an accident but planned by my own little sister to do this....

Once me and Anna were playing with ball on the roof, Anna was 7 at that time, I threw ball at her to catch it, trying to catch the ball Anna fells of the roof, fortunately the roof wasn't very high and mom dad took her to hospital at the right time but Anna did lost a lot of blood and got into a coma for 2 months, my mom dad punished me badly for this, what's more surprising was that after Anna woke up the first thing she said was that I pushed her off the roof, hearing what she said my face went pale I stood in shock while my parents glared at me deadly, what she said was enough to make my parents hate me, what is more unbelievable is that after Anna got discharged she told me that this was all her plan to make mom dad hate me, I asked her why she did that and I still remember clearly what she replied.... "Cuz I hate you... I hate how u get mom dad's attention by scoring good grades and how they ignore all my efforts, I hate how I always get ur old clothes, I hate how u r always obedient and never complain at all, I hate how they ask me to be like you ....all in all I just hate u way too much"

But the truth was that Anna always got mom dad's most attention, I was the one who always got the least attention, I scored good grades because that was the only thing mom and dad would give me some attention for.... Yeah I was obedient to them and never complained for anything was because they could praise me.....

Whatever it is, now everything is like how she wanted it to be, I can't change anything about it, Mom Dad they won't listen to me, they won't believe me, no matter what I do it's all useless, they will continue to treat me like I am dead..... Well I have no problem with it now... I used to cry over it but now I just don't care.....

I have to work to buy myself things that I want, I would have to beg them to give me money which is the least thing I can do, I don't matter to them, they don't care whether I die or live, I am fine with it, they won't matter to me too, I won't cry a tear when they die, I won't care about them at all, they are the ones to blame for turning me into this...... I don't care if people call me heartless or a monster for not caring for my parents or my sister.....they did this to me first!!

But living like this, without any friends, without anyone caring about me, without any feelings, just living like a alive dead body is really difficult. I don't smile, I don't cry, I don't feel pain, it feels like I am some sort of ghost, I really wish my life to end.... but I am scared of taking my own life... I just wish someone could end my life for me.... I am tired, very very very tired, I can't go on like this anymore....

God please kill me!! I can't take this anymore!! where should I go, to whom can I tell all my pain to, no one would care if I die, so please just let me die.......

After some time Aurora fells asleep...

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