LHIFUTBIL

WARNING:

UNIMAGINABLE WORDS WILL BE READ AHEAD. PLEASE BEAR WITH THE CHARACTERS LANGUAGE. I SUGGEST MINORS NOT TO BE LIKE THEM.

SORRY FOR THE GRAMMATICAL ERRORS AND TYPOS. NOT PERFECT AND STILL NOT EDITED. BEAR WITH ME PLS.

CHAPTER 1st

"Where the **** is that keys?!" I was growling in frustration when I turn my purse upside down and let my things fall down the floor. But the ****, I can't see it anywhere!

I snap and strangle my hair myself. Frustration plus headache are eating me. "The ****, where is that shit?!"

I heaved a sigh. Great, I have to go back inside the bar and find my fucking best friend.

In my amusement, I reach for my things that was currently on the floor and put it back of my purse, get my hair done again and walk back to the bar.

I was again welcome by the bar guards and check my purse before letting me enter the place.

Loud music and crowded place welcome me. Geez, there is still so many people. Well, Enjoying the day before hell week came again.

I roamed my eyes and searching for someone, and 'till I found him.

I walk with sophistication towards him and harshly smash my purse to the table so he would notice my presence.

His black porcelain eyes meet my eyes. I felt so much disgust because of the way he looked at me.

"Well?"

I just rolled my eyes. "I can't find my car keys."

The fucker smirked. "It's because it's on me, babe. I drove your car earlier, remember?"

I raised my eye brown in confusion. Later, I snap when I remember something.

"Ah! Right." I handed my hand infront of him. "Give me my keys."

Instead of giving me the keys, a woman suddenly interrupted us and seated non his lap. And of course, they **** their lips with each other's lips.

Great. I've been use to this.

He was an ultimate **** boy. He don't play, he **** and then throw it away.

I will really say he never had this serious relationship since his ex left him for some certain reason. And as his bestfriend, since Elementary, I really have to be there for him. Until he change, I don't tolerate it. There is mostly a time that women are running with stilettos to throw to me. They are complaining and throwing stupid tantrums to me that I am the reason of their break up with this jerk!

I tried talking to him about this, but he is really a fucking stubborn jerk.

Shaun Meriol, the gentleman turns into a fucking man.

Cancer of this reality, I must say.

"Shaun," I called out his name. "I need the keys. I still have to finish my thesis and research. And also, my head is throbbing."

He suddenly stop kissing the woman and pull something from his pocket and he immediately handed it to me and return to what he is doing.

Jerk!

But well, that's really him.

I sigh deeply and walk away from him.. I have to go home now. I still have to go on my part time job tomorrow, and I need to gain strength for my thesis defense tomorrow.

I shook my head. I shouldn't have go with him. Sometimes, I really don't know if he is my best friend or just some stranger I've met on the streets.

I open my car and started my engine.

••

I open the door of my small apartment and having dark sight is pretty bad. I reach for the switch and open the lights.

My simple apartment that really fits me is secretive and only me knows this. He knows that I am living on my condominium unit, but I hate that place. My so great best friend use it as his hide out and run place for his women, and it is very unrespectful for my side. He doesn't respect my privacy. But I still forgive him because he is my best friend and the only family I have.

Does it include for him to be really my best friend?

Well, he is a nice person though. And he always transform into a pathetic asshole if he will went like a psycho.

I decided to close the door and lock it already. I make sure that it is double locked.

I went to my room and change my clothes to my pajamas. I also remove my make up and stuffs. After that, I went to my kitchen and cook my Korean ramyeon, I also prepare soft drinks. When it was done, I prepare it and decided to eat it on my living room and watch some cartoon. I finish the food and clean the mess made.

No knowing, sleep pulls my consciousness into serenity of dark.

••

I woke up feeling the headache I assume was because of my aggressive intake of alcohol. Hangover is very real and painful. I always curse the hangover and headache so I promise before that I won't drink but promises are always meant to broken.

"Shit! Shit! My head was like being punished, huta." I whispered on the air. I wash my face and tooth brushed my teeth before I went to the kitchen to get a medicine for my hangover.

I feel nausea, but I have to get up. I still have work to do.

I immediately do my morning routine, I messy bun my hair and put soothing gel in my lips. After doing my routine, I pick up apiece of jeans and tees and put it on my bag. After my preparation, I'm good to go!

I didn't used my car because it will be an attention seeker thing to do. Taking cab will be fine.

If you're thinking about why still I have to work when I have everything I want.

Yes, I am working. Because I don't want to use my mother's money to support my self.

I am already old enough. I don't need that woman's money.

She just abandoned me when she met an Australian man. We are poor before, but it change when she met that foreign guy and leave me here in this country while she create her new perfect family on the states.

The things I have, the car, condo, money, education and everything are from her. She secretly sends money to me from her husband's pocket and only say to not let her perfect family see me because it will ruin her dream. Her new perfect family will be broken because of me.

Does it hurt? Yes, it hurts so much. Even if it pans me to see, to hear and to witness that my own mother abandoned me, I settle myself with my own only and consider myself as child without any parent. It's okay because a child with mother but without a mother's care is considered as motherless.

Every month she always put $1000 dollars to my bank which was almost fifty thousand pesos.

Before, that dirty money is what I am using. But then when I was allowed to work now, I didn't bother to use those and I was saving up money for the money I used. I will slap those bucks on her face. Call me birch, but well she's my mother anyway.

I am a BS PSYCHOLOGY 4th year student now. Hard but still can do it. My tuition is for free anyway.

Thanks to President Duterte.

After I fix myself, I manage to ride at a jeepney. Minute later, my phone vibrated and I saw the fucker behind this morning tone.

From: Shaun M

Cumilla, would u like to *** with me?

I was kind of disappointed again to the way he delivered his message to the text. He is so informal! I heaved a sigh and decided to keep my phone. After arriving to my destination, I immediately pull the string that easily notifies the driver that someone will go down.

I enter the shop with different me. I smiled with everyone while I am walking towards the staff room.

"Good Morning, Cams!"

I smiled. "Good Morning too, Liz!"

It nods and replies back. "You're on duty this morning? Thought you are going to be on night?"

"No, Miss Liz. I requested to our boss for me to have this shift. You know, I have thesis defense and school activity

Student life." I laughed.

"You're on your 4th year now, aren't you?

I nodded.

"Then you must study hard to finish your course, then road to be a doctor will your next journey!"

I chuckled to her thoughts. Miss Liz is right. My journey to this course will come to end and another one will come.

"Sissies, get back work now. In fiveinutes, we'll open." On of our co-worker, Miss Tiara adviced.

My eyes widened. "Holy! I'll be back and change my clothes." I gasp.

I didn't bother to wait for their response and hurried to the staff room to get my uniform and change. I wore a plain cream colored dress, pony tailed my hair and a lower part apron. My shoes will be fine since I only wear slippers.

While I am fixing myself, my phone suddenly made a noise.

Someone's calling.

Since I am busy, I didn't bother to look at the screen to know the caller so I'll just answer it right away.

"Hello?"

"Camila."

I gasp and can't process the situation.

"M...Ma?"

Why?

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A/N:

AGAIN THIS IS A CAMILLA CABELO AND SHAWN MENDES FF OKAY?

+AKANIMESAN+

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