A fictional world created by oh Yeon joo inside her head was the only survival for her. It's 11pm. But she can't even close her opened eyes. What is the most important part is about her parents. If they loved her, It will never happen. But the thing is, they didn't loved her. Oh yeon joo always wanted to know who are them, her parents. But at the same time she know that it's difficult to find them. She never had any trace. The only proof is that the chain when she was a baby on her neck. Thinking everything again and again, rolling over the bed as grabbing the woolen back and forth, She can't even know what to do. Never felt like regreting her decision for their offer. Because oh yeon joo always believed in herself. It's the best part in her.
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As she was counting the white pages on the book, a sound she heard from outside. She fastly looked down from her 4th floor. Long as down, a guy stood at the gateway. Seems like he is searching something important. Oh yeon joo became curious to look at his mysterious face since she can't saw it clearly. He had his big bag on his back.
Complete black.
That's weird. His bangs fallen across his eyes as they are blocking them. Suddenly the guy looked up. Oh yeon joo head was outside the window. When the guy looked at her.........thud thud thud thud thud thud
Why so dramatic! Her heart beating so fast like a metro train. This was an unexpected incident. First of all, why this guy is outside at the gate infront of the girls hostel?.....This was the first thing popped up on her mind. Maybe he lost his way. Or maybe he is new here. Slowly looked at the ground. That guy is looking at her room. Maybe he is also curious about who is the girl looked at him. Oh Yeon joo shaked her head as she removing the thoughts and hold all her heart beat. Then she looked at him at the ground. He was still looking her. His eyes were too small while looking up. Clearly made his eyes to catch oh Yeon joo's figure which is now staying like a statue. She went into a deep thought. The guy was so handsome. Can't argue with that. Many confusions popped up her mind until the guy calling her. She came to the reality. The guy is saying. But she can't get it. Yeon joo looked at his moving lips to find what is he saying.
D___I___D A G___U___Y C___A___M___E T___H___E___R___E?
She jointed the all words. 'Did a guy came there?'. That was it. yeon joo looked around and shook her head as a No.
Again he is saying something. She waved her hand as a no like mentioning she can't understand what is he saying. The guy got what is she saying. The next thing he done was actually calling her out. To the ground.....
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Yeon joo came at the ground. The guy was there. Waiting for her. He looked and ran towards her. So this is the guy. But he is much handsome when looking close up. "Hey, uhm....did you saw any guy here? He is almost looks like a dump".
Although that was the matter, she laughed a little for the word dump.
"This is a girls hostel. Men are not allowed. So I don't think that a guy will enter here". Yeon joo looked into his eyes.
"But he didn't know that this is a girls hostel". This guy have a beautiful voice.
"If he entered in, then he is gonna end soon. The teacher is so stubborn".
"Can you look him in the hostel for me since I can't get in?". His words are innocent.
"Uhm...then... wait here. I will be right back ". Yeon joo started to search for that guy.
Walking through the way, thinking about that guy, Yeon joo became a little tired. She can't find that guy. It's almost 15 minutes that she searching for this guy. She came infront of the hostel to tell that handsome guy that he was not here. But when she came there, she couldn't find that guy anymore. He was gone. Maybe he got his missing friend. He can't stand here too long anyway since it's a girls hostel. But little did Yeon joo became disappointed. She don't know why she became disappointed. But when she saw the guy at first, she felt something on her heart saying 'He is good for you'. But when she thought something like that, she shrugged it off.
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The post man collected the letters. But soon he paused while looking at one of the letter.
"God.....This again How can I make an end for this?".As he said, he threw the letter to the same basket which he always threw the letters in it.
The rich guy, no...he doesn't seems like that. He was always calm as now. But deep inside, something he want to show everyone. Maybe his anger. The calm boy walked towards the post office.
"Hey jungkook.... what's up?". Namjoon was always stand there for posting his unread letters to his died mom. Everyone calls him lunatic. But jungkook know how much this lunatic guy missed his mom. Jungkook don't know what is love or never experienced that thing. But he can sometimes understand people since he also wanted his mother to love him. Something like desperate for love.
"Posting letters?"
"Yep. Mom told me that she will buy some new clothes thus I can ride of this old clothes". Little did jungkook was guilty. It's not because of him or it is not his problem either. But when looking at this namjoon, he felt so sorry. Namjoon was from a poor family. He didn't have many clothes. 3 or four. Plus he looks like a lunatic. Clumsy hair, his slow walking....like that. "You will definitely get that". Jungkook can only encourage him.
Jungkook really want to tell this namjoon guy to Stop this stupidity. But he can't. Because there is someone writing letters to namjoon pretending his mom. If that makes this poor guy happy, then it's okay with him too. "Jungkook, you know....there is also a girl writing like me. But poor thing. Her letter didn't even reach at the god".
"God?"
"Yep. She always wrote letters to god. But this post man always threw it in the waste basket. Now look at the basket, there is her letter. They always get ride of it during weekends from here also".
"Oh...". Something on him said to ask her name.
"Do you know her?".
"No no no. I don't know....But I noticed her name. It's ...uhm...It's Sarah".
"Is she not a Korean?"
"I don't know. But the name does".
"I felt sorry for her".
"Why?".
"Just...."
"Oh...I forgot, I have some works to finish at home. See you" .
Jungkook was alone at the post office. Can't move or go from there. He was staring at the papers, the letters from the girl. He slowly walked near the waste basket and took it. He started to read.
Dear god,
I got good grades in my exams. I am so happy. But I don't have anyone to share my happiness cause I am an orphan. I don't know if this letter will reach you. But I will keep writing this. Because I believe in you.
Everyone are looking at me like I am a lunatic. They don't know about this letter. When I walk, When I write, When I read....Just They are staring at me. I want to share this all with my family. But I don't know about them. Also, why they abandoned me?.... Sometimes everyone are mocking at me. But I want to continue my study, I want to keep going.I wish you can reply me. I will wait....
If you read this, can you please atleast reply me?...
Little did jungkook felt really sad about her. Because he know how it felt like when we don't have anyone to share, anyone to love. On a hand, he was also like that. He placed the letter at the same place before. But he noticed the adress. Something in his heart want to write a reply for her.
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Comments
Eleonor calder
I will wait for the next chapter...I heard your phone got broken...It's okay...Take time...
2022-07-27
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