i still don't have it my mom start to worry and said cristina we will wait until 2 weeks if you still don't have it let's run a pregnancy test I'm just wondering that I'm just a 15 yrs old teenager would be very very bad in my family reputation. At night while I'm walking in the hallway i heard my mom and dad also my older brother and sister talking about me my mom talk cristina i think she's pregnant my dad reply that's enough my mom talk but honey cristina is just a 15 yrs old she can't handle that my older sister talk what about if we found out that she's really pregnant we can proceed an abortion my mom and dad reply no it's a sin we can take care the baby I'm willing to take the responsibility if cristina is not ready yet.
i walked passed to them and they didn't see me while walking a tear fell i lock my self in my room just thinking that if I'm pregnant I can't live my own life because i have the responsibility also no one can accept me what if marcos left me what if other people disgust at me I'm nervous whole night I can't sleep.
at the morning
i already left at home and go to school i see my schoolmates looking at the billboard so i sneak i saw my photos and marcos being the model of the school
we proceed to the classroom and had a lesson
i just did what i usually fo at school. It's already time to go home but when I'm walking in front of the gate a car passed by and i saw a boy who's familiar but I didn't know who it is my new driver picked me up and go home and did what i usually do
2 weeks passed
my family and i is nervous my mom buy a lot of pregnancy test and i go to the bathroom and take a pee i drop a little pee on it and i go out without taking a glance on it i handed all of them to my mom while I closed my eyes the silence is so loud i slowly open my eyes and i saw my mom and father's eyes it has a tears so i took one of the pregnancy test that i used and i saw a 2 line of it i cried and said what did i do am i dirty am i really dirty no! mom dad I can't do this how can i graduate if I'm pregnant my sister comforted me and said don't worry we're here also that baby is a blessing from yours ok loved the baby it's not your fault and the baby it's the one who drugged you ok so you have to be strong.
one day passed it's sunday me and my mom go to oby gyne hospital i saw a lot of pregnant there I can't imagine that I'm pregnant we go there because my mom wants to make sure the baby and i is fine also we want to know if the baby is stable while waiting a old woman approach me and said your the one who's pregnant right and a old woman whisper at me that baby will lead your death and one day you will regret it i didn't care about what the woman said to me.
finally my name is called they check my baby and said the baby is fine do you want to gear the heart beat my mom said yes pls, i hear the heartbeat of the baby I can't stop listening to it it's like a magical sound in my ears that i don't want to stop every beat of it it's magical also we confirm that I'm 1 month pregnant i saw my baby it's tiny like a little peanut i didn't even realize that I'm smiling.
1 month later
my wond is starting to grow we go to the oby gyne for the following check up and the doctor said the baby is still healthy and i don't have to worry the size of my baby is like a raspberry the baby is already 2 month i still didn't told to marcos about it also he didn't notice my womb is getting bigger because i already wear some baggy clothes until one day i invited marcos to go to my house and I'm thinking to tell the truth while I'm getting some foods marcos start to play at my room he notice an white envelope at my study table he grabbed it and he see an ultrasound picture i saw him taking it and i said marcos i need to talked about that and before i speak he said congrats you will have a new baby sibling is it a boy or a girl? i look at him at a worry face and said marcos it mine marcos still didn't get it i repeat what i said that it's mine and he said your joking your just pranking me i told him that im not I'm 2 months pregnant and- so did you cheat on me i reply no i never cheated on you marcos is not that mad compare to the other boy he's just chill and not even care i told hime the truth he said and are you okay does the one who did that to you already caught do yo remember he's face and i sad no i didn't remember anything i only know that he had a red eyes he immediately walk out and go home without saying good bye.
the other day i already go to school without noticing that I'm pregnant except marcos, marcos is still like him nothing changed how ge act infront of me also beatrice didn't know it because she's really talkative i can't bear to say it about what happened to me......
to be continued
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