Intimacy

I can't tell if I'm addicted to being intimate with my partner or if he just has a low sex drive. It happens once every couple of weeks or so since we don't live together. When we first met it would be almost weekly or twice a week if I was lucky. Now it barely happens and it actually frustrates me lol. But when it happens it doesn't last more than 10 mins and there's no intimacy involved other than just finishing which irritates me and he can't go for another round so I know when it happens I better make the most of it. I've tried telling him nicely how I felt and it be nice if he spent more time exploring rather than just switching positions but it doesn't seem to register in his head. I'm not really happy with him I've discovered he's a full blown narc so telling him anything won't make a difference. He was never like this and I feel like he's just given up on us. Sometimes I feel like walking away or just being with someone who will satisfy all my needs, happily. It's starting to affect my self esteem and confidence. I don't feel sexy anymore I feel like I'm just there. Can't even remember the last time he kissed me on my neck. Pathetic

from:sofia

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This is my secret, was molested a lot when I was young male baby sitter ,Sunday school teacher, brother played with me and my adoptive older sister I remember having my first ****** at age eight when my babysitter gave me a **** *** in felt ashamed cause felt good thought I liked it so must have asked for it My whole life I’ve been addicted to alcohol, drugs and most of all sex .always cheated,tried. Everything orgies u name it I done it.found my soul mate 4 years ago I love her more than anything I ever had and I am so scared I’m gonna step out on her just because I love sex with different partners,and I can’t stop myself if I’m put in a situation , I seriously have no self control that way never have I dot even have to be Attracted to them I’m straight guy but lately have thought about trying that haven’t since I was teenager , just in mmf 3 somes,we have sex4 or5 times a week but I still masterbate at least 1 time a day sometime 3 or more

Times I love to show myself ***** online (exabitionest)) to anyone videos included anyone else like as bad as me love to talk?

from: john

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I feel like I am that typical evil sister in law. I don't have malicious intentions but I seriously just cannot stand my brother's wife. We all live together in my parents house. This is common for south Asian families like I my culture. Truthfully I think I overdid the welcome gestures in the beginning and I felt overtime she just never appreciated it and sometimes she's just a total dumbass and has no common sense and it really irks me. Both her and my bro have lots of maturing to do but I am seeing him slowly step into that role of being more responsible but not seeing much from her. I used to always plan stuff and events for all of us to do as a family and it was always me and I just got tired of it. I'm younger so it would be nice if they could take the lead sometimes so I can enjoy being the younger sibling lol. We had guests over tonight and she literally just stands in the kitchen waiting to get told what to do instead of chiming in. And she grew up with people always coming over to her house in her family so it's nothing new tbh how to host. I hate when ppl just stand there and have to get told to bring out plates and spoons and serving dishes. It's been 2 years she knows where everything is. I don't see her putting out dessert so I start cutting mangoes and she makes a comment "mango with tea? I don't think those go together" I'm like ya u eat the mango first and then u have tea and biscuits or whatever after ur finished.... Like it's summer so personally a bowl of fresh fruit is always nice. Then I set out some other pastries and what not and I was gonna bring it all to where the guests are sitting. I asked her to bring the plates and the pastries to the table and she said she didn't wanna bring stuff without the mango cuz it looks empty. I wanted them to start on dessert so that by the time they're done, tea is ready. My dad always taught me to serve it in this order so I usually do cuz its his preference he likes it piping hot but if I'm hosting my own guests I'll serve the tea with dessert because it will atleast cool down a bit. So whatever I finished cutting the mango because I'm also making tea on the stove and was monitoring both things at the same time. Little things like that. She barely helps but always has the most to say... One time I kinda blew up cuz she was hovering over me after I repeatedly told her I didn't need help and I finally just said I need some space please and walked away. I am like this and unfortunately I do need my space even if it's my mom or whoever, I hate anyone hovering over me. She's kind of a dimwit and it really pisses me off how I gotta spell shit out all the time. Just wanted to vent.

from: DD

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Back story:

My best friend and I have been besties for two years now. She and I had a rocky start. She very much is romantically interested in me, I’ve made it clear many times there isn’t anything romantic between us. We have, however had multiple sexual experiences.

Currently story:

My best friend tried hooking me up on a blind date multiple times with her cousin how has come around multiple times over the years. I never had any intentions or interest in dating him. Until the blind date happened. We hit it off.

The dilemma:

My best friend just told me she is NOT ok with us being together. Like not even a little bit. We have not told her the extent of us talking be we really could be something special. She ignored him protecting our privacy for 4 days. And broke down crying to me bc she likes me still.

My feelings:

I feel really frustrated bc this was her and his idea. And now i like him and I am not “allowed” to date him. She is best friends with both of us. I don’t want any relationships ruined. But I want a relationship with him. If we were together, how would we tell her? Wait till months of dating knowing for sure there won’t be a break up? Or tell her sooner and risk her stop talking to both of us during this exciting talking phase with the idea in mind maybe this won’t work risking relationships with her.

from: CJ

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