Beating Inside You

episode 1

summer of 2022

I am andrew.... Andrew foy...i turned 28 last month.....i work a decent job which makes me good money...but something.... someone..... is missing.... which I feel like I would never get back..... i don't have a purpose to live but I am not even half miserable to think about death

I feel like I'm too happy to be called sad.... and too sad to be called happy....

this feeling.... it's making me hollow.... it's like I'm not even alive....

just breathing....

18 march 2022

*ALARM RINGS LOUDLY*

andrew- * huffs* hah.... hah.. uf what-

she was..... calling me

*huffs *

Andrew woke up suddenly as the alarm clock rang....he was having a dream

to categorize it between a good one or bad one would be difficult

shaking those anxious feelings off.... Andrew got up... took a bath...drank some juice.... he was not in the mood to have breakfast.... and after getting ready he got on his car to leave

yes.... he owned a nice car and a decent place to live....

the company he worked in was ideal for him.... it was near his apartment.... and was a pretty reputed one

even though his life was pretty much perfect.... in everyone else's opinion.... nobody knew why he would never look at a girl.... the guy was good looking and was smart and humble.... it'd be easy for him to get a girl....but he doesn't want anyone... nobody pressurized hin to get married or settle down or things like that but it just felt strange.... he would smile from him lips but his eyes.... they remained still

although he is not completely introverted.... like he makes friends.... party's but

does anyone actually know what the hell is going inside him?

it's like he's a drop of oil in the water.... although in water but yet resistant.....

is his heart at peace?? the answer to that one is also pretty difficult....

* ANDREW IN HIS OFFICE *

Andrew arrives to his office and goes to his cabin.... he starts working.... only to find a wedding invitation left on his table

on checking upon it.... it's from his boss

the man who is 49 years in age and has divorced twice

( I mean absolutely no offense to divorced or old people here... I am just describing his boss's past and he has have two pretty messed up marriages)

Andrew - * sigh *

another woman's life is about to be ruined.... I

pity her....