As I had a dream... It brought terrible events to. Everyone has or just doesn't want to know how losing an important person to you feels.
Well it 'was' just this day, you know. Peace, Justice and others. But, what I felt and see were just too much of a deal.
Dying in someone's arms? So scary right? It has been a scary experience for me.
After all, I found a person who is just like him. Cold-hearted at first, but kind and caring in the end.
But there was one different thing I noticed. How others feel around them. For Qurinl, it was maybe easy to not get noticed, since he is a very respected major here in camp.
But for Shawn's stead, was much worse. Everytime I saw him lying on the ground, getting bullied nor abused was always the same result of having him stand up for me.
As for the phrase I heard.. " it's better to be hurt than to hurt others" was shameful.
Like is there even something you can call a person when they never felt pain?
It felt unfair if there really were, cause if I was one.. I'd rather stop and feel pain cause I felt like it.
I just didn't know what to do. It may happen again. Instead of Shan but Yu-kun.
So instead, I'll do what it takes to change the future. I don't care who gets hurt nor dies. Whoever I tried in the same exact situation in the same loop.
Everything would turn out the same. People would most likely get hurt.
So no matter how many years it'll take me to live. I'll give my all in protecting the very person important to me.
I'll use any other means nor risks for Yu-kuns safety. If he died, the whole world would turn down on me and it'd be all my fault.
So I'll have to stand up and change..
Bright as the candle burning in fire, I awoke in morning peace. "Good Morning. " he said.
Dazzling upon the gaze in his eyes. Beautiful if you have had seen them right?
I wonder if he will really be OK. I asked him if breakfast was ready. He said yes so I stood up and got dressed in my uniform.
Others weirdly looked out on me as if I was some sort of specialty. But I wasn't.
'hey Sharlie, what do you wanna eat?' he asked. I replied to him 'just normally what can benefit us evenly'. Fair should still stay fair.
Sometimes it shouldnt. Or maybe not? 'Hey Yu-kun, you've been gazing on me while eating. Is there something wrong?'
'No-noo, I uhh.. Wasn't well. It's just.. Uh.. How do I say this...' he said while he has a flattered looking face.
'It's just that you look like something I saw. A person from my dream might have been you but.. It would be weird right? Hahaha' he said while laughing out weirdly.
' If I said I was that person in your dream, would that made you shocked? Look at me you idiot.' she said. 'Geeze, no need to call me an idiot.' He said.
***Pov- I don't know what's going on with me but I felt like she was one of the people I'm destined to be. I hope it stays that way.
To be continued***...
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