Opening up with anyone.. parents, any friend, your love .. it feels nice and you feel lighter. I just wanna say.. ever since childhood I've been keeping things just to myself I don't know why but I JUST CAN'T open up.. and die inside... still. For the first time, I'm saying these lol. Laughing with everyone during the day and crying with a pillow during the night. Even, at times, I feel like .. I need a shoulder to rely on. That feeling of being tired of walking alone. No one knows about the real me anyway. I'm kind of selectively social yet I fell in love with a stranger.. I never opened up in front of him too. Neither he did. He has a sad past, we were never in a relationship but we knew that we love each other. Due to some matter, we got separated. I'm just like the reflection of him. Everything that happened to him..is happening to me now. Being alone is good.. it makes you realise things. He used to tell me many things about himself but INDIRECTLY.. I never understood those..but After he was gone. I understood everything, every word because his history repeated on me. Anyway, I love your short stories.. they have beautiful words. That's why I love mangatoon, I can learn.. understand..some things.. and reading makes me feel good. Also, feels good to share this for the very first time.
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雷利 Jay
Opening up with anyone.. parents, any friend, your love .. it feels nice and you feel lighter. I just wanna say.. ever since childhood I've been keeping things just to myself I don't know why but I JUST CAN'T open up.. and die inside... still. For the first time, I'm saying these lol. Laughing with everyone during the day and crying with a pillow during the night. Even, at times, I feel like .. I need a shoulder to rely on. That feeling of being tired of walking alone. No one knows about the real me anyway. I'm kind of selectively social yet I fell in love with a stranger.. I never opened up in front of him too. Neither he did. He has a sad past, we were never in a relationship but we knew that we love each other. Due to some matter, we got separated. I'm just like the reflection of him. Everything that happened to him..is happening to me now. Being alone is good.. it makes you realise things. He used to tell me many things about himself but INDIRECTLY.. I never understood those..but After he was gone. I understood everything, every word because his history repeated on me. Anyway, I love your short stories.. they have beautiful words. That's why I love mangatoon, I can learn.. understand..some things.. and reading makes me feel good.
Also, feels good to share this for the very first time.
2020-06-14
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