episode 3

Hey, it's been awhile since the last time I've uploaded my last episode, so hi everyone this is an update, hahaha I'm sorry it took so long but yeah, here we go.

So ill skip the childhood memories of mine for now

08/02/23 12:52am, I'm writing this now in mangatoon because I don't have any diary, this mangatoon became my own diary by posting of what's happening to my life.

I'll tell you all about my love story in this chapter, back then when pandemic hit I have this bestfriend of mine for 3yrs in the pandemic time, I had a huge crush on him, but I never told him directly that I liked him but I keep giving him hints that I liked him, back then I really don't have any intentions to be in a relationship yet because I think it's to young for me but I never expected that he'll liked me back, it was a month away from my birthday that he also confessed to me, at first I confessed to him but he rejected me so I remain to be his bestfriend, but I never expected that he'll like me back, August 7 2022 the day that we're both officiall, I'm turning 15 at that time at August 27 so I planned to introduce him to my family even though they are strict about me having a boyfriend, but I never expected that my family will accept him just because he is nice, it's true he is nice that's why he is my first love, and I'll never forget him, During that month our classes already started and there's this one boy I've met, he is my classmate we're very close sometimes teachers and students mistaken us as a couple but we're actually just bestfriend from the same group of friends that's why we're close, you guys must be thinking this is a big red flag to be friends with other guys when I already have a boyfriend, uhm yes it's a big red flag but I gave him my assurances and everything, we're in a matured relationship that not every girl or boy we've been talking too or hanging out with is we'll get jealous easily, no we're not like that. For the past few week we remain as a healthy couples and until up to our 3rd monthsary, many people say that 3rd month in a relationship is a curse and you should know how to survive it, but I never paid attention to that because I never believed in that kind of stuff or so I thought, but I really wished that I believed that 3rd month curse.. after celebrating our 3rd monthsary I thought everything will be OK, not until our 4th monthsary were closing, but that 4th monthsary never came and never been Celebrated.. Because we broke up.. we didn't survive that 3rd month curse, the reason we broke up because of his mother, she didn't want her son to have a girlfriend yet until 18 years old, ofc I agreed with his mother's decision but what hurted me the most is that he never fought for me, for us, for our relationship, at first I overthink a lot of what he told me if it's true that his mother does not approve with our relationship, ofc I think like that at that time because there's this one girl from his class that had a crush him and all of his classmates ship's them both, I get jealous ofc but I never told him because I don't want him to think that I'm over reacting. But later on I got a news from one of his friends that the two of them are already dating after a few days of our break up, I was depressed and I don't eat properly anymore, I started cutting my self again until my wrist can't feel any pain anymore. After that incident my friend found out that I've started cutting my self again, he got angry at me for crying and hurting my self for that man who broke my heart and my trust. For a few weeks we hangout really often because he keeps on insisting on me that we'll go there this way that and so on, he keeps me distracted all day, and eventually after 2months I really moved on from my ex, December came and that's when I realized that I really liked my friend or so I thought that he is just a friend but for me, he is more than a friend to me, I really loved this man, all this time he's been here by my side supporting me through my lowest times.

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