I
My name was
Phillistine Phillips.
I was 19 years old when
my parents arranged my marriage
with a man who had
no interest in me.
I was a college student
at that time
whose dream was
to have a
government job
in the future
but my in-laws wanted
me to be a housewife
and my parents also agreed
as my husband
was in military army
with a very high rank.
Even though my dream
was scattered by them
they at least let me
continue studying
and I was grateful.
After our marriage
I became
Phillistine Phillips Paterson.
My husband's name was
Phillipater Paterson.
An extremely handsome
and gentlemanly person.
I moved in our new apartment
with him.
Phillipater soon had to leave
and I was left all alone
in our apartment.
He visited me very rarely
as most of the time
whenever he come home
he always stayed
with his parents most.
I never understood
the reason of it
and I never bothered
and only concentrated
in my studies.
He wanted to talk to me
but he was very shy
and the same goes with me.
We were like 2 pigeons
forced to stay
inside the same cage.
Even through all of this
I had one worry.
I was scared to had
any sexual relationship
with him.
1 part of me always said
that a shy person
like him would never
try to do anything like that
before developing
a decent relationship
and he was only 22
at that time so
there's no need for him
to have a baby so soon.
But I soon realised
I was very wrong.
One night he come back home
about what I had
no idea about
as we never called each other
or messeged each other
to talk.
We never really cared about
each other.
We were from 2 different worlds.
That night he was drunk
and repeatedly said sorry to me
while doing it.
It was my 1st time
so I had no idea
what I was going through
and the next day
when I woke up
he was nowhere
to be found.
Later I found out that
a war will be happening.
His parents informed me
that there's no guarantee
that he'll ever come back alive
that made me very frustrated.
I didn't want to
get pregnant
at that time.
Not with the baby
of a person
I barely knew.
But it was my fate
and I had to accept it
soon enough.
My in-laws and my parents
took me to a gynecologist
soon after
I started to vomit
and felt
various emotions
all at once.
I was at a loss of words
when the gynecologist
said that I was pregnant.
I had so many thoughts
inside my head that
I forgot to feel happy
about being a
soon-to-be mother.
9 months passed.
It was the day of my
monthly check-up.
The check-up went smoothly
and I headed towards
the road to take a taxi
to go home
when I spotted him
going inside
the gynecologist's clinic
with a woman
who had a little baby bump
much smaller than me.
I instantly realised
that the woman was
no other than her.
The kindergarten bully
who had always
been against me
and my worst nightmare.
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