Me

A spring day, with red leaves, and a green tree. playing laughing how free could you be? talking to your family, having a tea party, and having a barbecue. what a happier day could ever have been. playing with friends. Life freedom. I wish I had it. I had the worst life ever, when I go to the store my mom would be yelling at me because of some shit. I wanted to say what the ****. Instead, I say nothing. I am just a QAS. my sister calls that to me it's mean. A quiet Asian Girl. I want to be free, I want to be myself, I want to have self-confidence but none of those things can I have. I guess I don't deserve anything, I Guss god hates me, From now on I will never love anything. ever, ever again. From the beginning, I thought that my family liked me because they were always saying how cute I was, how long my hair was, how blond it was, and how my skin was whiter than theirs. But when my sister was born, I was ready to Die, Because My sister was my parent's favorite, her skin was a beautiful blackish, and her hair was short brown, my parent always ditch me because of my sister, and when I was hungry, my sister cry out and they left me and didn't give me enough food to eat, even though I was only two years old, I wish It would've been only me. when we were older my sister was still the beloved one, I was just always alone, But with the book, I see more than happiness. I thank those authors a lot because if it wasn't for them. I would be alone. when we were going to middle school. My sister chooses the worst school, and I choose the best school. and I don't know why the heck people would choose bad schools over good schools. "Annie can I tell you something," I said nervously."yes you may. I heard that your school has people who bring guns. I said. "why do you care". she said "why do I care because you are my sister shouldn't I love you". I said ''that sucks because I will never like someone who is a liar, UGH". She said. ''I am a liar". I said "but I told you I didn't do it how can I as your sister sell drugs and the worst part, be sleeping with an old man"? "I have never gone out and never has a boyfriend\~it's okay if you don't believe me but I \~am okay". I will seek Freedom one day, just one day will come a day I will leave all of you, Just for freedom. Who Do my mom and sister are to think I will sleep with an old hack? I... I Ugh hate them. that night when I fell asleep I had a nightmare! there was a thief no a bandit they were chasing me down in my house I run to my room and lock the door when I was bout to hide under the bed I saw a leg it was the bandit, I was with my sister and I unlock my door room and I heard the other bandit saying in the phone that they have Escape. I opened the house door and run with my sister, I help my sister to jump up on the wall because she is clumsy and couldn't even jump a wall, when I was finished helping her I jump over the wall too two bandits catch us. Damn "my stomach is hearting can I go to the bathroom," I ask they let me go, dumb ***, I have never seen bandits dum as them I jump over the second wall. I heard over the window that my sister left, thank god, there were three bandits this time I go thru under one of their pants and go to an open garage it was messy so I hide there. they were looking at the street an

.when I woke up I was sweating and I never sweat while asleep.

Little did I know something was about to happen. The next morning. When I go to school I go straight to my AE because I like AE classes. and both of my Elective, but I hate my math class. even though math is my favorite subject, I don't how can someone hate something but always like it. Mr.Burger who is my math teacher is so \~ I don't know how to describe my feeling. " Kayla you playing in the middle of class, and not doing your assignment. I'm gonna send your mom a messaging telling her whatever she is saying to his son doesn't work". 'I was helping him" Kayla said, "yeah there are always excuses". " "do you want to do TIKTOK in lunch," said Becka". hey we aren't talking about TikTok right now we're talking about how to get your Zero up". said Mr. Burger. But Ain't have any Zero". "You will. if you keep disrupting my class." Ung Mr. Burger.

Mr. BURGER

The phone rings and I said."HI, Nalanda, whatcha been doing". "Oh, this class is just doing great. "well that's good because. In my Class, whoever disrupts me or is always on other business or Talking about Tiktok is gonna get Zero. pulse an (FYI) information to their parents, pulse Detention. and they won't go to the (FUN IN THE SUN)".

Naila 1

I think this is not much of a once upon a time.

I guess I will start it with a once upon a time.

I'm a middle-of-the-road girl. who lived in a different country, with unassociated people.

mortal said that I'm too fat and I'm tall I Truly don't see why people said I'm tall I'm just 12 years old with a height of 5.0 and a weight of 100 pounds, I always Imagine I could live in a forest with animals, and I always think about a way to make the world a better place. But middle school is The fifth circle of hell people are good on the inside and bad on the outside, I hate boys in school because they are always hitting each other on the ball, and always talk about gay. when boys are in their favorite class They look so innocent. but in the Other class is like they are soc Versus greaser, Guilty, I never want to go to High school because of what I heard and watch. it was another level full of creatures that I could never defeat. it makes me throw up I hate High school if I had the decision to

oppose I would do it but I'm and the middle I have to make a better life in the middle before high. so am going be think in the middle before I think before high. and I wish to go to a better high school because what I hear and the north and south are more than diamonds more than gold. "what's up Samey how are you doing today and where's lucky". I mumbled "hi" Georg. said behind me "who's tickling me " I chuckle with a breath and announced it's lucky my three friends. they aren't my friends because I don't want to have friends and I am a Muslim. "where were you lucky". I said "I was late coming out of class because I was," explained Lucky. “talking to Prime,” I said “how did you”...Lucky started his word but cut it. "because you are cute so everybody must like you and she must be jealous because I'm with you". his cheek turns Red."sorry" I said Lucky is the cutie in school and my BF who I barely know. I have known lucky since when I was in 6th grade Prime is the princess at school means she's the bully with his friends Amey, and Webb even though I have been with them since elementary. Georg, he's the smarty at school, and Samey is my friend since elementary." how's seven grade". I asked "feel like you're saying you're in 8th grade." said Samey "sorry" I giggled. bells ring. DING DONG DING DONG. "is lunchtime bye guys and it seems like I will be with you again Samey. "Oui oui." I said "why are you blabbing? "Georg said, "I forgot you understand french SRY we don't have the same lunch class". you know ICBW. "but next year we're going to choose the same elective y'all". “sry IDK if we're going to be in the same class,” said Prime she's so mean.

Prime. 2

“Prime, what are you doing here,” said Naila half angry

half-smiling “shouldn't I be here”. I asked.

“Of course, our Queen of England and Wales”. She said. am gonna kill her “If you don't shut your mouth am gonna tell everyone that you are a Muslim.” I whisper in her ear she stays quiet. Is that a big deal

Now she won bother me. When am doing my things? “Bye-bye”. She looks half angry and half-smiling. If I could kill her I would.

Naila 3

I hate her. “Samey, I need to talk to you, bye guys am going to lunch”, as I hold his hand “Samey I think I should tell them,” I said, “tell them what”. He said I looked at him in the eyes. “Oh, yeah, you mean you're a Muslim.” that's what I wanted to hear. “Wear does scarf thing. And you don't even have to tell them,” Samey said, but am nervous. ”I can do this.” said to myself “I know”. Said Samey

The next day. I wore my hijab. At school, everybody I pass starts whispering and saying., ''I never thought she was a Muslim, she doesn't even act like one.” Muslims don't have to act like other Muslims. Muslims are people, normal people. Just Ordinary

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