I LOVE WANTING YOU PART 1

WARNING: Scenes of very mature content. Please be warned.

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Author's Pov

"I wanted to be yours in every possible way right here right now... "

She softly whispered into her kiss which made him to slightly pulled back and looked at her a little confused.

He smiled and palmed her cheeks.

"But you're already mine mi Casa in every possible way.... " He uttered making her to softly sighed and than placed her palm over his.

"I know Kookie and that's why I wanted you to claim what's yours...

I want to give every inch of mine to you right now and I need you to claim it right here... "

I want to give every inch of mine to you right now and I need you to claim it right here... "

She softly breathed out her words to which he got a little startled because now he understood what she was indicating and than he saw a certain kind of emotion in her beautiful amber eyes which he never saw in them before and was not capable of identifying it..

He cupped her face a little more firmly and spoke.

"Y/n is everything alright.?  Is something bothering you...? Please tell me we'll... "

"No Jungkook nothing is bothering me more than the fact that we're in love with eaching other for 2 years but we never made love to one another.. "

She uttered cutting his sentence making him a little bewildered watching the restlessness in her eyes.

"We never tried to get intimate with each other Jungkook, you never took the initiative of removing the only distance between us..Am I not good enough for you? "

"We never tried to get intimate with each other Jungkook, you never took the initiative of removing the only distance between us..Am I not good enough for you? "

Jungkook sighed and again looked at her.

"You are more than enough for me Mi Casa infact I am not good enough for you but I know I am not capable of letting you go away from me because I become selfish when it comes to you that I can't live without you..

And It's just because I didn't want you to feel uncomfortable .I thought you're not ready and I don't want you to feel pressurized about these things because I love you and not just your body Mi Casa... "

She didn't utter a single word but just stared at him while hearing his every word.

"And I want you to just focus on your career,life and studies because we have our whole life for thinking about these things and for you I can wait forever Mi casa.... "

A lone tear rolled down her cheeks hearing his words which made his heart to clenched.. He wiped her tears with his thumb and kissed her forehead..

"We don't need to... "

"No Kookie I need to... " She spoke with her eyes filled with more tears.

"I am ready and I need you right now.. "

He got a little befuddled hearing her

"But Y/n...."

"Please Jungkook , try to understand me.. I need you right now I wanted our relationship and love to become more stronger and deeper ... "

"And Mi Casa for that we don't need to do this, our love for each other is already very stronger and deeper than any kind of lustful feeling.. " He replied with a small smile but she shrugged her head and took his both hands in hers and clutched them...

"No Kookie you're not understanding, it will make our love more beautiful... We need to do this.. I want to do it "

"But Y/..."

"Don't you love me Kookie? ...

He got startled at his place hearing her and watching again her eyes to teared up.

" I know you don't that's why you're denying me.. I am not good enough for you because you think I don't have these kind of experiences... And I.. "

"What are you saying Y/n...?" He spoke a little aloud because he didn't like her saying those things about her own self.

"For me a person's goodness has nothing to with his or her sexual experiences . For me a person is perfect if he or she has a beautiful heart and I know you have that, the most beautiful one so you're perfect for me  ..

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