Life So Long

Miserable life

When I was 12 years old, my mother die

Because of cancer after that my father starting drinking alcohol and he blame me that I'm the one who cause my mother to have cancer. He always hate me and kick me out but i did not hate him even he tortured me but I always go to his side. My mom left me a necklace when she was alive and she said, she hope that one-day I will find my true love. I always remember what she said to me and thinking that my mom always be my side. My father crying when he drunk , talking himself like crazy and regretting. He hate me always but I never mind what he was said because he is my father, I always follow what he said to me.

Age of 15, study in junior highschool and I have no friend, no cousin, and nor family take care of me. My classmate always bully me but I don't mind what they say and I know that one day someone trusting me. My classmate hide my bag and I cried because if father know that my bag gone, he gonna hit me again. So I started to find my bag every were after the sunset down I finally found my bag but my bag so dirty because they throw away my bag to the trash bag. I go home and I saw father drinking alcohol again. I cried because why my father like this even he have sickness but I can't stop him.

Age 16 my father die because of accident and I don't know why? Why is this happening to me? I run to the mountain, shouted "why the world so cruel? Why no one loves me?"

I do my best to make friend but no one stand on me side. The Sunset down and I planning to jump in the cliff, I regret that my mom left me and my father so this is the only way to solve my loneliness "goodbye world"...

"Hey? Stop!" Someone stopping me?..

"Hey?stop!" Someone stopping me?

Who is that? Why she want to stop me?

"Hey you! Why you planning to jump in the cliff?" The girl shouted. I replied, it's none of your business.

"You're right but do think killing your self can solve your loneliness?" The girl said.

I don't know. But why people hate me? I don't offend them. Why they always bully me?

"My grandma said! If you are weak they can bully you if you're strong no one can bully you."the girl said.

Why you talking me like that? She replied.

"Because I want you become my friend"

You man want me to become friend of yours?

"Right! My name is Jenna I hope will become a good friend in the future." The girl smile

I hope so but why me? Jenna replied.