Ruby ?

when did it come to this ? I don't know , it happened suddenly I guess , but I hope it lasts forever because I don't want to ever lose someone I love again , unless the world has something else for me .

let's go back to a year ago when it all started , I had written it all in this diary, well now it's come to an end , let's go back to the first time before all this happened .

* a year ago *

1/10/21

dear diary ,

this is the first time I'm writing on you , I'm Ivory Lore

a dropout from College, my DREAM college to be exact. I don't know how but , I guess my dream college didn't fit in with me even after 7 months of expensive college fees , 24/7 studying , delaying my plans or hangouts , I still feel like I do not belong here . I guess for now I have to take another path , but I did meet some great friends along the way , well you see , I didn't feel like I was fit in to be in that place in the first place I guess even after years of hardwork to get applied here , it all was just in vain , but I can say this though it was quite a rollercoaster ride.

like today the day I dropped out , the head was quite suprised to see me drop out , well I would be at shock too if I was in his place , because after all these hard years I'm just suddenly leaving it all behind , but the head was a thoughtful person he asked me to visit sometimes and that if I needed any help I could contact him . Honestly whoever he's married to can say that he is a keeper . Well anyways to the main point , I hope I find my meant to be destiny sooner or later .

Bye diary.

well that was alot of writing , I guess time for me to go to work , oh I'm on break .

oh , did I forget to mention ?

I'm a waitress at a nearby cafe , it's just a part time job I guess . Well most of the time the customers are either old , or they are two lovers coming at this place , it isn't a busy place but it's just enough to feed myself and to pay for the roof over my head . I guess after all this , I deserve a long break well after I got my months pay ofcourse , and yep I did , it was only 2 weeks but atleast I get a break .

The first thing I'm gonna do is ......

ok I have no clue but I guess I can text Max and Lily to hangout . Wait they are having a movie date 😭 they left me out, well I can't blame them I'm a third wheeler .And I still can't believe it's already a month since these two lovebirds started dating , I mean I was actually worried because we were all bestfriends and I thought it would affect our friendship, but it was ok I guess . But sometimes I just feel lonely when I see them , being all lovey dovey with each other . Well you can say that dating is NOT my thing i have a problem with talking to guys I mean I'm already 19 but , well not everyone is you know perfect . I'm just a girl with a tight schedule , but I guess I'm also worthy of dating someone , I mean I'm not that ugly , HELLO anyone wanna date a 5'4 girl with short-ish brown hair and honey kissed eyes , that always has eyebags below them . I mean am I really exaggerating , I'm pretty decent I guess , if it wasn't for me talking to myself . Well then I guess taking a short walk in the neighbourhood is fine I guess , I took a deep breath and had the courage to come out of my beautiful soft bed , I just brushed my hair , wore my hoodie and off I go with my comfy slippers , autumn is breezy here , so I liked the weather as I was walking on the crispy leaves , I saw some one very familiar , she waved back at me who might it be ? WAIT ........ isn't she the daily customer who visits our cafe ? well I just smiled and yep I pulled myself together and went near her , what was her name again ? Julie ? Sam ? Mulie !? oh wait it was Ruby , well for starters , she looks like a godamn fairy , she has a beautiful smile , I mean her striking green eyes and caramel looking skin , and her fluffy Black hair !? ok she is GORGEOUS ! .

TBC

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