Day 1

I was walking along the long hallway, as the sun's rays enter through the windows... While the murmuring voices in the morning classes utters like whispers, whilst I listen to pop R&B music and reading the book of The Diary of a Wimpy kid. I went to the stairs towards the rooftop to skip class.

I don't remember everything about my childhood all that I know was that I was worry free... I had no care in the world.

But now, It is painful to live in this colorless life with gray and white, the only thing that has made life feel more alive are the music that's filled with colors and that feeling of loneliness, when I cry at night thinking about how I grew up alone. The feeling of nothingness of the void pulling me in. Being conscious about your insecurities and the negative thoughts are the worst as if it is the transparent glass slowly shattering while it hurts simultaneously. And what's more is that I feel that I can't rely on anyone, that thought where I have to bear everything so that I am able to give my all for the needs of those who are "precious" to me...

Now I just want to get rid of these thoughts and focus on the things that keeps me going... Aside from music and reading I love art, I would find myself sketching the photographs that I've taken...

As I reached the top I heard someone, seems like it was coming from the roof and when I opened the door, I heard the sound of a guitar playing with the most alluring voice in the calm and windy day..

"Kindness is like building blocks

It can pile up high

But it will become unstable

Justice is right

But people still don't follow that path

What could be there to save them?

[Guitar Solo] As the person continues to play, the music had made me felt..

What about us?

I wonder if we can live our "lives" together

I wonder, I wonder

I'm checking the answers with hope

As I stand behind the doors where I was left there standing silently, the thought of "your not alone" coming from the music made my chest lifted a heavy weight.

"Life" is like weather

Cloudless, raining, snowing

Either can happen

What about an umbrella?

I keep holding one

So let's get under it together"

"You can rely on me" is all I needed... That's it.. As that person finished I brokedown into tears, I couldn't stop even though if I wanted to. And that's when I realized I made a sound which caught that person's attention and saw me, I was so embarrased, I never wanted to cry in front of anyone not even my family. That person didn't say anything as I cried with my head down they suddenly hugged me and said with the reassuring tone "It's okay" I was stunned and my tears flowed rapidly, it felt like that painful feeling was gone. That person just stood there as they caressed me silently...

Hours went by, I woke up as I found myself sleeping in the rooftop as I looked to my watch it is already luch time. And then I remember the person who was singing has already left... How embarrassing I cried and fell asleep in front of them, whilst I am grovelling on the floor I was thinking about their music and how their voice was so pretty... I sat there and bit my thumbnail and said this

"one more time... I want to hear them sing again"

continue~

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