Episode 1

"I love you, I will always protect you from everything"

That was the first lie that I thought you protected me from everything but you. I still remember the day it left your lips on February 20, five years ago when you declared to my forehead the sea on the trip to that beach which aviated  organized my sister who died a year later from a disease that could not be saved, at that time I was about to finish my career with just 24 years at that time I only planned to continue studying and specialize in pediatrics, after the  My sister's death you were the one who comforted me I gave you my total confidence but it all started after a year of that event, you became colder, you gave me even my parents who I only saw every little time and everything went on scale  Next was forbidding me to go out with my friends or talk to them head-on, all the conversations I had you checked if something you didn't like for a simple word that had no meaning you started screaming, it started  If you put one restriction after another which complied to the letter but always sent something that seemed wrong, did not react to it seemed that at every moment you were putting a bandage in front of my eyes which prevented me from seeing what was happening and  I always thought that everything would be solved, when you gave me the first blow it was because of the food I prepared, since it was a "crap" that was the word you used to describe how I knew, in my opinion I didn't know anything bad anymore  I prepared it as thoroughly as possible and complied with the time you gave me which it was before you arrived from work, whenever you went to work you closed doors and windows with all types of insurance but at least you let me walk through that house the  what was my "home" after having said that you threw me the plate of food on top to slap me and kicked my knee causing me to lose my balance and fall to the floor, you wouldn't let me eat with you  Only when you were in a particular good mood which was not the glass that day but always had to be there is why I was standing, I looked at you my gaze surely reflected fear but I do not know since the only thing I looked at was you  getting up from the seat and starting to scream preventing me from standing up, when you calmed down your expression became calm and worried, you came over and gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek asking me to forgive you but saying how to excuse that blow  that you were very stressed by the job since you already worked because you are 6 years older than me and you had studied a shorter career that you were already exercising, apart from the reason for the work you said that I caused even more stress by not  obey you and not please you as I should do which I did not understand since in my opinion he complied with every order you gave, I only corresponded to the hug and now that I think about it I don't know why I asked you for an apology  While tears fell down my cheeks, I felt guilty for having caused that, you lifted me up and then took me to my room since I was still stained with food on my clothes, again when separating from me and seeing that this hug was also stained  your clothes bothered you and you just came out of there whipping the door behind you, I guess you immediately changed your clothes because when I saw you again when it was already late in the morning you brought other clothes but it was untidy, in your neck you  They could see brands that you didn't care about hiding, you smelled of alcohol and tobacco but I just kept quiet about it when you lay next to me, whenever you were angry it was the same but if before I was afraid to claim you why would you yell at me now  I was afraid to claim you for hitting me, your strength compared to mine had too much difference, in my mind I asked that the next day be better than that

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