Chapter two

I struggled to enter my room through my window but I managed. My mom was likely still at work since it was almost 2pm.

Dumping my school bag on the floor, I remembered how before I rushed out of school I had picked it from class.

I can't believe what happened to me, why would Jin do that to me, I mean even though he didn't have feelings for me he could have just said 'no' instead of making a scene.

I kept on wiping the tears and snot that were overflowing on my face. I was so embarrassed and degraded by someone I held so much respect and love for. Maybe I don't even love him, what can a 17 year old, 12th grader know about love. We are graduating this year so I thought it would be a great idea to just tell Jin how I felt.

Guess it was a bad idea.

I kept mulling in how I can show my face tomorrow at school till I heard the front door slam hard.

oh man!

My mom entered my room with a scowl in her face.

"What is this I hear about you skipping?".

And her hands are even on her hips! that's when you know shit hit fan.

"uh well mom... you wouldn't understand..." I started scratching my head, I mean its quite difficult trying to explain to your mom that your supposed crush degraded you in front of half the school.

Seeing the wary expression on my face, my mom sat down with a softened and worried face.

"Bubba, what happened at your school?" holding my hand she offered comfort.

I took a deep breath and explained what happened. A big part of me expected her to be angry at me for what I did but Instead she hugged me tightly.

"If murder wasn't against the law that measly child would have been tortured slowly and be dead". I looked at her partially scared and partially amused and grateful.

"That won't be necessary mom, I can handle anything".

"Well I wouldn't want you to, your my bubba".

"And your my mom, if you go to prison who would I rob the bank with?" she laughed and hugged me more.

"Your my Clyde, you would find a way to get me out of prison". I smiled looking at her.

"And your my Bonnie yeah?". I love my mom she's like my sister but in a motherly form. I can never do without her and because of that I'll make her proud.

While my mom was oblivious to my thoughts I realized that no more boys, no more love, that will get me nowhere, my only motto is to make my mom proud.

And with that I looked at my mom who was humming a song I definitely knew didn't exist.

"Can I be homeschooled mom?". I prayed she would agree. Even though there is a 80% chance she would say no.

"Well I'm not sure but if you're not feeling safe in that uncultured school of yours then maybe, I mean you are graduating in four months so it won't be a big deal." I was so happy that I gave her a fat kiss on the cheek.

"Thank you mom, Thank you, Thank you so much". she laughed seeing my happy face.

"Yeah, yeah....sleep okay I know today has been rough on you. Tomorrow we'll talk about your education".

"okay thank you mom". As she left I changed into my pajamas seeing as it was already 5pm.

I guess we spent alot of time talking.

Lying down I started thinking of how I'll make myself into a greater person far richer than Jin or anyone. It was a big mistake thinking he was different from the others.

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