...ᴏ, ᴍᴇᴀɴs ᴏᴠᴇʀ...
It's over, he says. We're done, he said, but did I really agree to what he said? No! Because hindi ako makapaniwala na all we had were done. In just a snap, all we had disappeared like a bubble popped out of nowhere. Now I understand why moving on is hard when you can't accept that everything is over.
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It feels like today when he kissed me on my lips. Sometimes I unconsciously touch my lips and smile while I remember what happened last night. Para na nga akong tanga dito sa apartment ko dahil ngumingiti lang ako magisa and scold myself after, yep, me is totally crae-crae.
If someone ever enters my house, they would think that I've gone nuts.
Since this morning I can't seem to avoid Logan when I'm trying to dahil I felt awkward and hindi ko alam kung ano ang sasabihin. While him on the other hand seems like nothing happened.
This morning when I'm about to go down and get Orion from the pet shop dahil nakalimutan ko kagabi when he suddenly called and said sabay nalang daw kami. I don't have a choice, kaya sumang ayon nalang ako.
I look like a mute person dahil tumatango lang and talk a little kapag kinakausap nya ako.
“…”
“…Ai!”
“HEYY KAII!!”
“Ano ba!? And why are you shouting?” I look at him, and he pointed at the pet store.
“What?”
“The pet store… our dogs… Orion and Side,” He said looking at me stating the obvious, and it really is, ako lang tong tanga na hindi matandaan.
“Ahh yess… our dog's haha. Sorry,” Sambit ko habang mabilis na pumasok sa pet shop.
He called me, but I just ignore it, dahil namumula na ang aking mukha.
Nang makalapit sya sa akin, I already got Orion and Side and was signing some papers.
Kinuha nya ang mga aso sa akin and said sa labas nalang daw nya ako hihintayin, I agreed and continue signing the papers. When the cashier asks.
“Sir, magjowa po ba kayo?”
The question surprised me, dahilan kung bakit hindi ko sya nasagot agad-agad.
“Ahh hindi po. We're just friends,” Answering her question kahit na namumula na medyo ang aking mukha. Yup, two friends that kissed.
“Ayyy sayang. I really ship you po sir since kahapon,” She sighed in dismay. I ship us din po, hindi ka nag IISAAA!! My thoughts scream kahit na ako lang ang nakakarinig.
I just smiled at her, hiding the dismay I also felt.
Nang naka labas na ako, Logan's face was the first things I saw, and he looked a little annoyed?
Hala, vakit nakasimangot ang bebelabs ko. Di joke hahaha. Crazy me said.
I walked up to him with a look saying 'what-happened-why-are-you-looking-like-that'.
“Hey, are you okay?” I ask.
He looked away and start walking towards our apartment building, completely ignoring me.
What the hell?
Ngayon siya naman itong tahimik at ako ang nagtatanong. UNO reverse card lang ang peg?
When the elevator open, he walked in the hallway—still ignoring me, towards my apartment and enter inside, not even minding asking permission. Yeps, home sweet home.
Pagpasok ko, nakita ko siyang naka salampak sa couch while pouting.
Ano bang nangyari sa isang to? Kailangan ko bang tawagin ang mental or what? HELP MEE!!
“HOY!” tawag ko sa kanya.
Tumingin naman sya at mukha pang galit. WOW.
“Ano bang nangyari sayo ha? bakit ka nagkaganyan?” Tanong ko.
“You don't know or pretending to not know?” Tanong niya na kina kunot ng noo ko.
“Ano b'ang pinagsasabi mo dyan?” Giving him a confused look.
He sighed deeply.
“First, you ignore me completely since this morning, and now I saw you at the pet shop laughing and smiling or flirting at the cashier,” sabi nya still looking annoyed and nakasimangot.
“Flirting? I'm just talking to her, and what if I was really flirting? It's none of your business. Why do you even care?” Sambit ko naman while stating the obvious. Like bakit nga diba, his out of it if I was really flirting.
He hesitates to let the words came out, but then surprised me the second he opened his mouth.
“I care because I was jealous!” He shouted enough for me to hear and process the words completely.
“You are what?… Jealous?… But why would you be jealous? It's not like we are together” Still shocked.
“Are you saying that what happened last night was nothing to you?” Mahina niyang sabi while something I can't tell cross his eye.
Then what happened last night flooded my mind. So hindi lang pala ako? I thought wala lang yun sa kanya kagabi.
“Last night?” I unconsciously said.
“Yes! Is it not enough to tell you that I like you?” He asked.
Umiling lang ako ng mahina still can't process what he said.
“Ohhh… I thought that kissing you was the only way to let you know that I like you. I really don't know how to express my emotions, so I just kiss you hoping that you would understand” He said. Those emotions earlier were replaced by his smile that slowly appearing.
“No… That's why I was ignoring you and was silent dahil akala ko wala lang yun sayo lahat.”
“Then let me re-do last night and do it properly. Is that alright?” Logan ask, sincerity was seen in his honey brown eyes.
I nodded slowly, not knowing what to do while processing everything. I can't even move a muscle when he stood up and walk straight to me.
He stopped too close to me that I can clearly see his face, his orbs moving, the shadows on his face and the outlines, I swear everything.
“Kadin de Asis, I may not know what to say, or I might babble some nonsense, but I know that I like you Kai. The moment that I bumped into you and everything makes my heart beat faster than a cheetah. I even thought I will die because of some heart disease,” The moment he said my name I died, my mind went crazy, and the butterflies are also going crazy.
Natamimi ako but when he kissed me slowly my mind went blank, I froze but then melt. He didn't even let me say a thing or two.
I also start kissing him back slowly. Closing my eyes, savoring every moment.
He held my face up while his other hand on my waist doing circles.
I put my hand on his body touching every muscle, sliding up to his broad shoulders, to his neck up to his hair, ruffling it, messing his neatly combed hair.
He licked my lips, asking permission to open it. Then I obliged, letting his tongue roam inside my mouth. Memorizing every corner of my mouth. A moan escape my lips, which made him smile with satisfaction.
Logan went down to my neck, leaving my mouth agape. He licked and kissed liked it was his favorite dessert.
He lifted me up, still not breaking the kissed. I then encircle my legs at his torso to secure myself. The kiss went passionate to sexy but rough. We kissed each other like there is no tomorrow.
He leaned, and I feel that something soft hit my back. I open my eyes and stop the kissed to see that we are now in my room.
I didn't notice na nakapasok pala kami sa aking kwarto because my mind was so occupied about the kiss.
“Kai, are you okay?” I hear Logan ask, so I look at him.
“Yup, it's just that everything feels like a dream,” Looking deeper in his eyes.
“Then I will remind you every day that all of this is real.”
“And how would you do that?” I teasingly said to him.
“I would kiss you, cuddle you, and be with you every day,” You can hear joy in his voice.
I chuckle and smile at him. Embracing him like he's a big fluffy bear.
My eyes are slowly closing when I feel the sleepiness crawling in. I look at him with half eyes open “Good night and dream of me babe,” I jokingly said the last part and surrender to sleep.
I heard him said something, but I am too sleepy to understand a word, so I just hummed and everything went black.
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