episode 3-nevermind

After I couldn't see his back anymore,I turned around and went back to my apartment too.I locked the door and placed my phone on charge.Then I went into my bathroom and took a warm bubble bath.It was cozy.

Upon remembering the events that took place today,it was kind of amusing compared to my other boring days.After all,I also met my old school friend and we talked a bit.I rested my head on top of the bathtub and fell into a deep thought.

'how many years has it been?he's not changed a bit.'

These were the thoughts I had while I was wiping off his tears with my sweater sleeve.I wondered what made him cry.Was he happy?Or was he shocked?

These thoughts made me a bit worn out.

'I'm tired.'

I stood up,walked out of the bathtub and put on a bathrobe.I felt slothful to make dinner but I was hungry.I took out a pack of instant noodles from the cupboard and started boiling them in a saucepan.While stirring the noodles,I zoned out a bit and came back to my senses when the water almost dried out.I quickly turned off the gas and took out the saucepan.Then I added the sauce and the flakes and started stirring the noodles again.

I ate the noodles and they tasted monotonous.Just like my life.I sneered at myself and at how dumb I can be,comparing my life to the taste of instant noodles.I ate the rest of the noodles and did my dishes.Then I went to the bathroom to do my nightly routine.The same,boring thing.Nothing new.Then I entered my bedroom and laid down in my bed.

'my life is pretty much monochrome.I wish something would change.'

That's when I suddenly remembered that felix took my number.I didn't really expect much but I tried turning on my phone.

'Maybe he texted me.'

-I thought to myself.

I felt nervous for some reason.No one's ever texted me in the past.My grandparents are dead,my relatives don't like me,I don't have any friends and dad-

The phone turned on and I didn't see any notifications.

'Hah what was I expecting?'

I didn't expect much but for some reason,I felt a bit disappointed.

'Nevermind,I'm used to this.'

I felt stupid.No one's ever texted me or paid any attention to me before.Why did I even bother expecting anything?

I fell into a deep thought again.

'Should I finally go to India?I was supposed to go there anyway.I should check my schedule and look for a budget friendly college.I should also start student loans and look for part time jobs.'

All these thoughts just came pouring out in my head.I have nothing to lose.I have no family here anyway.Maybe a new country would hopefully give me a new life.

Just as I was about to doze off,I heard my phone ring.I was annoyed.

I picked up the phone and started speaking.

'Hello?'

-I said.

The caller remained quite for a moment then started speaking.

'Hello?Blue?'

The voice had me startled.

'Felix?'

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