Your Highness Please Love Me
Closing the wooden door of her room Charlotte sat on her bed.Her head was filling up with various thoughts."dad how could you?".*She wasn't in right mind anymore because the thing happened to her is very unexpected.She is just 15 and her father set off a marriage for her?Is it even likable?She is too young for having a marriage.Yes father was in bad term with Adlevon but that doesn't make a sense..of why she has to marry a man who cannot even have kids.Rumors says that he is a beast who has never touched a woman before.This is not a life which Charlotte wanted.She wanted to live a happy marriage life with a loving husband.It didn't matter even if he was not a prince or from a loyal family cause happiness was everything that matter to her.
But suddenly the door got opened and she came back to the reality.It was Caroline.Her elder sister,what is she doing here?
she put on her evil smile and said "feeling bad for you sissy...but not much".
I was just looking up at her face with a blank expression on my face.Did not said anything because I was simply not in the mood of that.It was annoying.
she keeps going "If you are feeling that bad why don't I talk to father and then tell him you want to marry the prince?"
"Of no no no no no need for that my dear sister..u go marry that despicable man I am good here after all you have to keep the face of father right?". She said with an ugly, crooked smile on her face it was disgusting.
I felt disgusting even looking at her filthy face which was covered with evilness. How can she be so different to her own sibling?is that something one can do very easily? I never really hated her but nor I did like her from the very beginning. She was terrifying, and I was young and powerless.
After that she left the room and I lay down on the bed.it was enough. I was about to enter hell... I don't know how I will ever be able to gain happiness after tomorrow but yea I can't show it to her. I have to fight. Fight for myself becausee no one is at my side
When I woke up after 2 hours of deep sleep my maid came inside the room and put a bowl of soup beside me. It was a Indonesian soup.. My likable.
She put on a warm smile on her face as always and said softly "I am feeling bad for you princess you are too young to be a wife of someone's". No matter how much she tried to hide the sadness on her face I know her for ten years now and I know how can she feel about something. I was also sad so I said "Hannah if I request father can you please go with me in that hell to take care of me?". I wanted her to stay with me cause she was the only one who cared for me until now..I know father love me too but he is in his... nevermind I guess Hannah should stay here I don't want her to suffer she don't deserve that.
But in my surprise Hannah started laughing. Was she joking? Why is she laughing like that? What's wrong with her? "Why are you laughing like that is something funny you remembered?". I asked because I felt gloomy… I am sad, so why is she laughing? Is it for taunting and making fun of me? But Hannah is not like that.
"Do not worry my dear I am coming along with you... what did you thought that I will leave my baby in a new place alone?"She said putting on that warm and comforting smile on her face again.
My childish face glowed up in thousand sunlight.Is that what I am hearing now is true?Is my favorite person really going to stay with me in that hell?Nothing matters to me anymore.
she continued "And also I have to teach you some things about being a wife because you have to maintain your own attitude and presence.It is called culture or else people will say we taught our great princess nothing at all."
I said with crooked eyebrows "So you are just going for those stuffs?those ugly rituals make me sick… I don't want to get married".
She sat beside me and placed her one hand in my head slowly patting on my head.She turned on the heater because the room was getting cold as the time was flying by.It was past evening now and cold breezes started blowing outside.It was really chilly.
"**Who are going to do this when u get married, huh?".
"And who said I want to get married...?"
"Oh little girl you have to".
"Sure but I don't want to".
"Just do this for us princess...only you can save the country now**".
I looked at her with loosened eyes. I was tired by hearing this now.I don't want to save the country because why should I?when the country is selling me itself??Am not a toy or a thing...I am a human and I never wanted a luxurious life I was gifted,blame the God if u want to but don't put your responsibilities at me...I am not prepared to suffer like this right now".
"What happened?what are you thinking?". Hannah said with worryness in her face...she was getting worried for me I don't want that.
"No nothing...oh God look at this I totally forgot to drink the soup can you please go and warm it for me again?I am really feeling tired and strengthens so if u can then it will be great".I said just to change the subject so she won't think much of it.
"No worries I will come right up". She said and taking up the soup bowl from the table she left the room.
I sat properly on the bed started to think about what should I do?Is he a tyrant?I don't know but what I heard from the rumors are only saying that he is a cold hearted beast...but I don't want to get married to a cold hearted beast no.
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