Ch 4 - I wish I told you before...

Teacher: tomorrow we are going to go on a field trip So please, be prepared for it.

Everyone is so excited about this except sera and James...James did not understand why sera is avoiding him...but he wants to confess this time...his feelings for sera...he doesn't want to regret anymore even though it was not what he expected.

Sera again saw James standing at the same flower shop and buying a bouquet ... It makes her so curious and mad at the same time...

" Why James..why did not you tell me that you like someone...why do I feel like shit"

Sera did not sort out her feelings just crying on her way to a dorm...

...(on the day of the field trip )...

James is trying to approach sera, but she just makes some excuse here and there and avoid him...he is sad but can't force sera ...but James keeps looking at her and stealing some glances.

Somehow he knows he is in love with sera...but don't want to hide his feeling for her anymore...because it's already so late and this time he doesn't want to regret it.

"sera ...sera listen to me " he approaches sera with a sad face...but sera just don't listen to him ...she thought she had no one now ...she feels lonely and pathetic...

On their way to go to the bus...James holds sera's hand and pulls her to himself...sera feel anxious and pull out her hands from James ...

She moved forward and get into the bus ...and James also sat back a seat behind her and stared at her...sera didn't feel right and walked towards the main gate...while she is waking towards the gate of the bus...she saw Kevin is behind her in the mirror front of her which is placed near the bus gate...she suddenly feels glad..to see her crush after so long...

"But...

But what's that ... Kevin .. Kevin is behind me..right"

She suddenly starts shaking and feels shocked and said.

" Kevin is behind me... James also sitting there looking towards me...but ..but....."

She suddenly chocked her words

" Where...where am I ????"

She feels so lost and confused while shaking...

"Why can't I see myself in this mirror ...where am I..."

She starts crying while saying this..but another person is crying with her...and he's James...she looks in the mirror and James crying while looking at her from his seat...

" What is all that..." she can't stop her flowing tears and at the same moment a clip from her memory running through her mind....and she saw...herself died in an accident a month ago...she knows at that moment she is not alive anymore ...

" But why did James see me...that means he is the only person who can see me this whole time.." she starts crying more...while remembering all the moments, ,

Now she understands..why James is so sad..why he bought a flower bouquet ... it's because he went to her grave with flowers every day after school...

Everything becomes so clear in front of her eyes...her heart is in pain...and she understood clearly..she can't stay in this world anymore...she rushes to get out of the bus...James also runs towards her to follow her...

She stops and said after getting off the bus.." James...I'm sorry...sorry to ignore you..while you are the only person in this world who can see me...sorry to not trust you.."

She's crying while saying all that...James suddenly pulls her hand and hug her tightly and said " no sera please don't ...I'm sorry I can't save you...I just want to say..that ..the person I like the most...love the most is you sera... it's you...sorry for telling you so late...... But I don't want to regret it anymore.. "

Sera hear all that and her eyes get wet while crying..." I.. I love you too James.." she said while hugging him tightly...

James also cried and said " how much I miss you...how much I love you...I can't explain...but this time I don't want to let you go..."

He tried to suddenly pull her face close and slowly kiss her...she also closed her eyes while kissing her...suddenly...

A beam of light came and sera disappear ..." James didn't know what to do at this moment ..he goes on his both knees while crying and said...

" Why did you leave me again...you did not even say goodbye...why you are not here anymore ..come back sera..i love you the most"

He cried and cried to till this day now...

He is now a man with a job ...but always he feels someone saying.." James why are you so sad??"

And he turns his head back..but no one is there ...he then smiles and lives his life forward...

...*fin*...

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