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This story is about Yusa, who had many tragedies in life.

Character

characters - yusa

blake

wilder

Edward

It all started with my mom giving birth to me... maybe nothing normal happened from that point

I had no idea what and why I was just born. It all just led me to live with all the emotionless

people (the so-called living species with cunning minds).

it is always hard to adapt 🙂 to live in this damn world.

To start my story

I thought I was loving parents who tried their best to fight everyday. Thats where it all started, i

lost every single hope in human beings, seriously that even made it so hard to even socialise in

this dam society.

i always wonder how it feels to make decisions on their own, because i never had a chance to

make one even though i am 18+ now i still won't make any choice even if my dress was selected

my mother ah..............

The worst scenario is when i can't even breathe normally. Everyday feels like a year and I

started to wish to see my end soon☠️ tch but to be exact i didn't even had a chance to choose

my death. That's where I heard my mom mentioned she was just holding on to her life for us.

I always feel why it should be me..

why should it always have to be me.....

don't even death see me as a joke.....

like this i always had many thoughts and questioning myself whether I should have to be alive

🥲

Even though I feel depressed, I tried my best to wear a smile on my face and I tried my best to

live.

There was even a time where I couldn't even smile when I met BLAKE. At first even the sight of

him made me feel worse, because he got to know many of my secrets but as time passed i saw

him as my only light. who can help me to feel better. He always saw through my dark secrets

and even without knowing i just started to cry every movement when i was with him, he gave me a shoulder,he said its ok to cry, its ok. I don't want to hide my pain anymore.

Even though his hands were cold, I felt the deepest warmth inside my chest....

Blake is a person who doesn't allow others to see me when I am just crying so hard. He hide me

and protects me from others.

When I am with Blake my thoughts run wild and make me remember every hard thing which

makes me cry out loud in the most embarrassing way even though he said its ok you have me

by your side.

I thought Blake could stay by my side for everrrr.

But time came were we need to say goodbye🥺🥺.😢 what i expected from my life when there

is nothing is permanent where changes were the only thing which doesn't change.

It was hard but i need to live just have to hold on for little more 🤏🤏.

I thought just trying to hold on a little more can help me to survive on this earth, but it wasn't

there was a time where I felt I was powerless and i can't even protect my people that's where it all

started where others pushed me to socialize i thought that was the hardest part i have ever been going.

though, at that time i didn't know it was not that there were many things going to tear my heart into

pieces....

By socializing, my circle started to become quite huge. Many eyes kept on watching me and even some mouths were cruising me, by getting socialised I forgot what i am and what I need.

By socializing I got to meet Wilder who is known to be more protective, caring and also best in

everything he does.

The more I spend time with Wilder, the more he gets to know about me. i thought everything

was going smoothly but it was not. Slowly Wilder got me to do what he actually wanted and

started to turn me against everybody. Nothing seemed to be wrong in the first place when I got

to know he absolutely used me for his own purpose. He is absolutely selfish and a betrayer

which was unknown to all except me.

When we got into conflict I saw the really true and cunning face of him. He just stabbed me in

the back. That's when I got to know the feeling of tearing the heart.

This is where everything came to an end where I started to lock my heart in a safe locked cage

and acted. I had the heart in my pocket.

After everything that happened I just stopped sharing everything with others.

But that wasn't the end of my lesson. I met Edward who remembered Blake. I started to share

everything after many struggles but I realised that he just needed company until his friends

came. After his friends came he said started to ignore me and after that he never listened to my

talks, with this last lesson i got to know the truth when my mother said she was holding on just

for us which doesn't include me from the start it was all my assumption and using this as a

reason to have hope.

Maybe if I die now, maybe I won't feel guilty any more...

with no nope left i just want to die peacefully without any guilt or remembering any one of the human species.....

then there will be no one to hurt me and there is no need to share my embarrassing story.

while carrying every single story and hurt which i got to my grave is only the solution now,

because only dead people can keep secrets.

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