What living means?

(Laughter can be heard from the quite hall way of the school)

"There make sure that she don't have room the breath!" a girl said  while laughing from amusement.

"P-please stop" a girl said on the very weak voice lying on the ground.

One girl grab her from the hair and lift looking at her with pissed off face after she hears the girl talk and said "Who give you permission to talk?" and grab her throat and start chocking her "I hate hearing your small voice it's pisses me off!" the girl started to tighten her grip on the girl throat making her started to panic while slowly losing her breath.

Slowly losing her strength and consciousness the girl let go making her fell on the ground coughing trying to catch her breath when she tries to stand up she receive a kick on the abdomen making her squeak from pain.

The girl kick her squat beside her and said "That's the end of the session for today make sure rest up for the next day session." she smiles and grab her face and squeeze it "And don't you dare to report this on the teachers and don't you dare not coming to school next day or you'll facing much worse than this, and now make sure to rest up treat your wounds since we can't afford to lose you right now since you are only stress reliever got that?"

After that they leave her alone lying on the ground almost lifeless Aya just looking on the empty space in the ceiling and spotted an butterfly got trap from the spider web while the butterfly trying to escape from the web a spider slowly walking towards it started to eat the butterfly.

Aya seeing the butterfly being eaten said "Ah i see your also one unfortunate soul born into this world just to be eaten"

After sometime the crimson sunset sky turn into dark as the moonlight shines to the darkness Aya recover some her strength, while walking home still battered her hair is so messy her body full of wounds and clothes is torn everyone is looking at her as she walk into the crowded night of the city but no one dare to ask her what happen as she continue walking face down.

When Aya arrive home she greeted by a man sitting on the dark alone she stop on her track and shivers on fear while the man slowly walking towards her and stop in front of her, Aya looking at the man with tears in the eye, sweating. He grab Aya and make her sit on the chair while walking around her slowly and he suddenly hand cuffed Aya on the chair bounding her she panic trying to escape but in no avail.

And the man bring another chair and sit in front of her and light a candle and he lift Aya skirt a little bit and rub his hand on Aya tights a little bit and said "You were so beautiful as your mother" and put the candle on her tights making the candle wax drop on her she started to cry and try again to escape from the chair as the man just continue to talk about how her mother left him and lose everything making him a loser.

Aya still tries to escape and the man got irritated and punch her on the abdomen making the chair fall the pain making her puke and coughing uncontrollable, while the man started to lose his head and started to speak nonsense and he stop and laugh and he remove the handcuffs from Aya, Moment the handcuffed was removed Aya tries to run but the man grab her from the foot making her fall again and he pulls Aya towards him pinning her down, while looking at her wearing a creepy smile.

"I know since your mother, my wife leave me and you resemble your mother a lot i can make you my wife" he said it while laughing thinking he made a very brilliant idea.

On other hand When Aya heard what he just said she started to panic trying her best to escape from his grip and said "What are you talking about, i'm your daughter!"

"Yes your right but you also can be my wife and we'll live as family you will bear my child and your will become mother of that child" he said it while panting "Let's not waste anytime we going to start to create our new family"

He started to ripping Aya's clothes while laughing hysterically ignoring her cry and begs to stop even though she tries to escape from his grip but with all the beating she receive she's not strong enough all she can do is to let her father to do explicit things on her while just crying on how her life is just a living hell, she curses god making her born to this world just to make her suffer, what living means? for Aya living is like a butterfly got trap on the spider web once you got trap all you can do is to wait to your end to come just like life once you make bad choices in life and that choices may lead you to wrong path and once you walk into wrong path you just like a butterfly trap on the spider web, you starting make bad choices and keep repeating it until you met your demise.

After sometime Aya was lying on the floor emotionless as the sun light illuminates through out the house hearing the birds singing and laughter of people outside she wishes that she can sing like a bird and laugh freely without any worries but that is far as horizon she cannot achieve that kind of wishes in this living hell, making her mind up she stand up change into her uniform as she walk toward to school in the entrance a group of friends spotted her and they look at her open the shoe locker when Aya tries to get her shoes she didn't notice the razor blade inside her shoes that makes hurt her hand and they laugh when they see hand.

During the class session the teacher notice that Aya was not around even though she has her bag on her desk but she don't really pay attention to it or rather she doesn't care if Aya is around or not she just continue to teach her student, during lunch break bunch of girls gather on the school ground storage facility and there they lock Aya up when they saw her sitting on the corner emotionless they approach her and look at her and laugh, one of them slap her but she didn't react at all and they all amused on how Aya did not react to that and they started doing other things again like cutting her hand with razor blade kicking her punching her but Aya didn't react to all of that nor she didn't beg for them to stop just like they want to hear from her atleast to satisfy them but realizing Aya didn't react at all they become pissed and of the girl started to  chock her after she didn't react to all of the torture they did.

They leave her alone and after school when everyone gone home Aya slowly walk to the rooftop of the school she climb on the fence as the strong winds and red sky began to turn into dark Aya was looking down still not showing any emotion but she's hesitance to jump she took a deep breath and gather her courage telling her self this is the only way to solve all of your problem in the world, she close her eyes and ready to let go to the fence she was holding, she was about to jump when she hears a giggles echoed surround her, she look for the source of the sound when she didn't find it she was ready again to jump when she hears the giggles again of sound like a little girl but when she look around no one here besides her and then she a voice whisper to her.

"The thing your going to do, is providing a permanent solution to your temporary problems" she look to her right but didn't saw anyone when she look forward again that's when she saw a creepy looking doll wearing black goth clothes floating in front of her that she accidentally let go and fall but the doll save her by teleporting her back to the rooftop when she about to hit the ground.

When Aya realize that she's isn't dead she was wondering why that's when she saw the doll resting to her lap nonchalantly while looking at her wide eyes open, Aya was surprise she suddenly stands making the doll fall on the floor.

(Thud)"Ouch! that's not nice. How can you dare to drop a cute doll like me?" the doll talks like a little with high pitch tone, she walks toward Aya, As her slowly walking backward.

"Why are you trying you kill yourself?" the doll ask.

Aya just look down not answering her question, and the doll smile sinisterly and told Aya's life making her break on tears while trying not to listen to her she's shivering on her feet while the doll continue to tell her miserable life, and then the doll comforts her telling her that she was amazed how she survive that long.

And she joyfully tell her that she will make Aya's life, that makes Aya look at her.

"Really?"

The doll her sinister smile and reply to Aya while hoping around "Yes if you wish to get a better life free from all the torment you experiencing right now or you wish something else" the doll at her smiling.

"Wish something else?" Aya reply nervously.

The doll hold Aya's hand and said closely to her "Yes like wishing all the people hurt you, ignore you, leave you died"

Aya was stun on what she just heard her lips was shivering and doll giggles making snap of it "Well it depends on you i can grant your any wish."

"Anything" Aya said softly.

Suddenly appear in front of her and said "But in order for your wish to granted you need to work for me."

"Eh? Work for you? in what way?" Aya nervously ask her.

The doll smile and said "Good question, I need you to exterminate the unknown entity that in dangers the human existence"

"Unknown entity that in dangers the human existence? but you said yourself earlier i can wish that people die" Aya said in soft voice.

"Oh? are you sure that i said it?" the doll question her.

When Aya realize what she said her eyes widen and she remain silent, and the doll laugh "I was little bit surprise that you have that kind of wish."

"N-no that's not it" Tries to reason.

The doll just look at her and said "Well whatever your wish i just gonna grant it as long as you agree to my condition."

"Easy to said than done, and first of all i don't know what exactly is that unknown entity your talking about and i don't know how to fight in the first place." Aya protest.

The doll confidently said "Don't worry i will grant you a magic consider that as my gift to you."

"A magic? where not living in some fantasy world are you crazy or what?"

The doll felt insulted and said "Oh then can guess what am i? well either way you will realize it soon enough" the doll look at Aya once again said "Well do you agree to my conditions?"

Aya was hesitant and then she ask "Are you sure you will grant any of my wish once this over?"

"Yes you can mark my work" the doll said.

"W-well i guess i take it" Aya said.

The doll once again wears her sinister smile and put her hand on Aya's forehead and a blinding light illuminate the surrounding for second after that Aya check her body for changes but it appears that nothing changes except for her wounds that got heal.

"My wounds is gone"

"Yes that another ability you got, any wounds can heal" the doll said.

"Any wounds can heal, t-that's amazing"

"But remember even though you can heal the wounds but you still pain and die from pain" the doll added.

Before Aya can react to the said suddenly a big shadow suddenly appears in front of Aya growling loudly that echoed and it's slowly walking towards her, Aya was so afraid that she glued to where she stands shivering before the shadow punch her the doll pull away Aya saving her and said "Get snap of it this what you agree for"

"Bu-but" Aya is still in shock.

The Shadow is coming toward her again "Raise your hand and imagine your holding something!" the doll shouted.

Running of time Aya obey what the doll told her she raised her hand (Imagine holding something, an Object? a weapon?) and a hand gun appear on her hand she was for a moment that something really appear by just imagining it "Shoot it!" the doll shouted.

Aya snap of it and when she realize the shadow was in front of her ready to punch her again without thinking Aya aim the gun at the shadow and she squeeze the trigger and the gun fires hit the shadow in the head and disappear.

Aya was surprise what just happen and the doll said "Congratulations you defeat your first entity, now i want you to kill every single of them, sometimes they just appear out of nowhere, and once you see one i want you not to hesitate and kill them of the human will in danger, don't worry your not alone there are other girls like you have the same mission as you, you will meet them anytime soon."

After that the doll disappear leaving Aya, she has doubts but she thinks she can trust the doll since she was by her. Aya stands on the edge of the rooftop again feeling the cold wind.

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