The beginning

It all started when I was planning to go to college and having tons of scholars ships helped. My life was picture perfect if you would like to say being smart having beauty, and lots of friends right. Sounds like the best life ever.... but not when you a bird locked in a cage where you have no say in anything of schools, clothes, and even friends. My life was always the most wanted by every girl in the outside world. When you only look at the outside.

I can remember having to wear a mask over my face all the time acting to be the best perfect person in the world that sometimes I don’t even have emotions. That where it truly started at the end of my last year in high school where I would never really see the people here agin most likely filling out our slips for what college we where going to and what we where going to be when we where there and that’s where it hit me literally a flyer blew straight in to my face saying “chill out and listen to the music” with a singing note on it. I finally realized this is my life and I am going to be the one in control. I’ve always been a fan of music but the stretch of a successful in a job and a music career was too big even for me.

When I get home nobody is there oh and I forgot to mention my family is big time rich because of the company or should I say companies they own so they have no time to be at home I mean I get it but having to come home to a cold dark empty house every day is just depressing. I do my homework and the flyer fell out of my bag I stare at it for a long time. I have always loved music and dancing and I even have my own guitar I love how the rhythms comes to your head and the feeling you get when you finish a song.

(Bella’s thoughts)

I have never sang in front of anyone one before I’m nervous! I hope no one laughs at me. OHH did I pick the right out fit?

Bella was on her way to a big shot coffee place that she loved to go to and made friends with the owner. Normally she would just come to watch the people preform on the Sunday nights but this time it will be her first time she new she could not back down since the owner already promised her a spot coming in mind getting a spot is really hard.

(Bella’s thoughts)

As I walk on up to the mic and sit with my guitar I shake and breath in and out and let the people here my voice my sound my music I close my eyes and finish and the people in the cafe stare and start to applaud.

(The story )

As the owner of the shop came up to me and said “ I didn’t know u had it in u always watching and being quiet sitting in the corner” Jacob said at the time I was only 20 at the time he was 27 and one of my close to only friend at the time seeing that I sneak out of the house to come here. Jacob said “you where great a real artist.” I said thanks blushing still in shock from the Applause. “Indeed you where and just the person I was looking for too” as a man came to us in a plad suit looking in the higher class. “Hi my name is max I am the owner of queen’s record studios I was wondering if you where wanting to come in to the music industry and become a professional?” I just look at him in even more shock as I thought queen’s record studio holy shit but then I calm down and relize he might be a scammer looking for girls my age. Then max goes on giving me a business card seeing my suspicions. I look at the card and show it to Jacob just in case and Jacob nods in passing the suspicion and so I say that I wold have to think about it so he said “no problem just take care and if I change your mind to call me you have real talent kid don’t waste it.” I watch him as he goes out of the cafe and stare at the card then decide to say goodbye to Jacob and go home before my parents come home that night I did not sleep a wink because of exitment and part worrieness.

The next day it was 1week till we needed to turn in our slips and having in mind of the card I decided to put down the music career and did not give it a single though afterwards but then the day it was turned in the principal called me to his office. As I walked in he looks at me as almost dissatisfy then I see that he had my slip the he started talking “ Bella I want to know why u out music down on here you our top student even when u entered in the freshman year why would you put something so unstable( he looks down and pause) yours so much more capable of other things?”

I answer that I love music and it keeps me happy saying that I have a good chance of me making it in the industry. He does not look satisfied with my answer then he brings up the topic of “don’t you know how Busch your parents put into your education!” After he had said that I relized he does not know anything my parents love me but does not do anything for me I always lived in my own even though we lived in the same house only seeing them on glances from far away and then being taken away all the time when I was little I had given up hope of seeing them even birthday’s, holidays, and breaks where Lonely he did no know any thing.

That’s where I snapped I do t remember most of it all I remember is being angry and yelling and screaming, crying and running at the point where I ran away. Far away.

- hope you guys don’t think she is useless he had a job and allowance from a little age and saved up in a anonymous account the last time she checked it was more the enough to survive and support her self for more that 3 years. Anyways lest get back to the story

As I packed a suit case only bringing the necessary’s needed I took off by before writing a letter to my parent saying

“ Dear mother father,

I have ran away don’t come find me and don’t send me money I will be fine I know in your minds that your daughter had everything why would she run away? But that’s not true I never really gotten to live a normal life and I want to see the world and do thing that I want and love to do I and sorry but all I wanted was a normal life where I would come home to my parents and enjoy holidays and birthdays with them.

Your daughter with love, Bella”

After that I had took off and to see the world.

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