the second

Like these roses, they'll attract you and fascinate you until you get drawn and try to pluck them up but you were careless and blinded by its pleasing appearance that you didn't notice the thorns. You'll only realized it's there the moment you got yourself hurt and you're already bleeding.

She then sighed, feeling a little dumb because she actually noticed the thorns at the start. She knew they were there.

But she's still willing to take the risk.

Someone called his name that caused her to stand up and dust his pants. She turned around, looking for the owner of the voice which is actually calling her boyfriend's name and noticed her boyfriend with a girl where they actually hugged and pecked each other which made sinking feeling at the pit of her stomach. And then she'll also have to deal with her chest aching, like being repeatedly stomped on over and crushed....

Honestly- **** feelings. **** emotions. **** this so called love.

She felt the world stop.

She forgot what oxygen is.

She failed to acknowledge life.

She was ascending.

And her brain started replaying the scene of the past acknowledgement with him.

"Is he a playboy?!?" This sentence made her more heart aching but she didn't want to break into tears again in front of her own best friend though it's a comforting zone for everyone."Tell me how did these things happened between you two?" She remained silent for a moment. You get fucked up so bad that you don't even wants to share it with your own best friend?

Like- you know that you are so much broke that you don't even want to share it with your friend and wants it to be within herself?

Tho she couldn't hold on however she did in the past of her sufferance she also wanted to share it to her comfort zone. She need someone to hug her tight, was she asking too much? Her best friend hugged her and rubbed her back comforting her, letting her cry in her arms, letting her know that someone at least there for her "let's go back to 3 years ago"

Yup, she's an introvert, okie? Don't blame on her for not saying this shit for almost 3 years to her own best friend. She has a lot of truth issue too, okie?

*3 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘨𝘰*

𝘜𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘮 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘬𝘺, 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘨𝘩 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘴 𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘦𝘧𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 "𝘩𝘦𝘺!! 𝘞𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦" 𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘧𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘢𝘳 𝘧𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘳𝘶𝘯𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘩.

"𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘨𝘶𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭?!? 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘪𝘯 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦'𝘴 𝘮𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘩 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭."

"𝘐𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘰?" 𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥

"𝘠𝘶𝘱 𝘪𝘵 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘩, 𝘪𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘦 𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘵𝘺𝘱𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘴?"

"𝘈𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘮?"

"𝘞𝘩𝘰 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘩𝘦'𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘩?"

"𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘯𝘰 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴" 𝘉𝘺 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥.

𝘚𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘰𝘸 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘣𝘪𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳'𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘮 𝘢 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘳𝘶𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘥𝘶𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘴.

𝘏𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘭.

𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘶𝘯𝘧𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘢𝘳.

𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰'𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘧𝘵.

𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘮

𝘛𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘥𝘶𝘤𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘩 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘧𝘭𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘤𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘴 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘦𝘹𝘪𝘴𝘵.

𝘏𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝘦𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘺 𝘴𝘦𝘢𝘵, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘳.

𝘏𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘳.

𝘕𝘰.

𝘴𝘢𝘵 𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘳.

𝘖𝘩 𝘮𝘺 𝘨𝘰𝘥.

𝘓𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘥.

𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘯𝘰.