Bound By Honor
My fingers shook like leaves in the breeze as I raised them, my heartbeat hummingbird quick.
Luca’s strong hand was firm and steady as he took mine and slipped the ring onto my finger.
White gold with twenty small diamonds.
What was meant as a sign of love and devotion for other couples was nothing but a testament of
his ownership of me. A daily reminder of the golden cage I’d be trapped in for the rest of my life.
Until death do us part wasn’t an empty promise as with so many other couples that entered the holy
bond of marriage. There was no way out of this union for me. I was Luca’s until the bitter end. The
last few words of the oath that men swore when they were inducted into the mafia could just as well
have been the closing of my wedding vow:
“I enter alive and I will have to get out dead.”
I should have run when I still had the chance. Now, as hundreds of faces from the Chicago and
New York Familias stared back at us, flight was no longer an option. Nor was divorce. Death was the
only acceptable end to a marriage in our world. Even if I still managed to escape Luca’s watchful
eyes and that of his henchmen, my breach of our agreement would mean war. Nothing my father could
say would prevent Luca’s Familia from exercising vengeance for making them lose face.
My feelings didn’t matter, never had. I’d been growing up in a world where no choices were
given, especially to women.
This wedding wasn’t about love or trust or choice. It was about duty and honor, about doing
what was expected.
A bond to ensure peace.
I wasn’t an idiot. I knew what else this was about: money and power. Both were dwindling
since the Russian Mob ‘The Bratva’, the Taiwanese Triad, and other crime organizations had been
trying to expand their influence into our territories. The Italian Familias across the US needed to lay
their feuds to rest and work together to beat down their enemies. I should be honored to marry the
oldest son of the New York Familia. That’s what my father and every other male relative had tried to
tell me since my betrothal to Luca. I knew that, and it wasn’t as if I hadn’t had time to prepare for this
exact moment, and yet fear corseted my body in a relentless grip.
“You may kiss the bride,” the priest said.
I raised my head. Every pair of eyes in the pavilion scrutinized me, waiting for a flicker of
weakness. Father would be furious if I let my terror show, and Luca’s Familia would use it against us.But I had grown up in a world where a perfect mask was the only protection afforded to women and
had no trouble forcing my face into a placid expression. Nobody would know how much I wanted to
escape. Nobody but Luca. I couldn’t hide from him, no matter how much I tried. My body wouldn’t
stop shaking. As my gaze met Luca’s cold gray eyes, I could tell that he knew. How often had he
instilled fear in others? Recognizing it was probably second nature to him.
He bent down to bridge the ten inches he towered over me. There was no sign of hesitation,
fear or doubt on his face. My lips trembled against his mouth as his eyes bored into me. Their
message was clear: You are mine.
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Comments
this is an acctual published book 'bound by honor' by Cora Reily.
2023-12-26
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Simi
wow nice 👍🏻
2023-03-27
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